Project Temporary Chronicles is over. This does not mean I have stopped writing but since my computer gave in for age most of my writings have been done by hand for a time. The new project is in a mix of Norwegian and English but feel free to have a look at http://hodemat.blogspot.no/
Thanks for following temporary chronicles :)
Jack
Friday, November 9, 2012
Thursday, August 9, 2012
The world of sharing
I just want to show some of the effects we humans have on this planet. This should be proof enough that we can make a change in this world, for better or worse. Internet is however not real world, it's of course a very nice escape but sorry guys. it's time to face some facts because since we haven't changed we are pushing mother earth into a corner - she has no change but to make us take action, she can be pretty harsh that way.
"An iceberg four times the size of Manhattan has broken off Greenland, creating plenty of room for global warming deniers to start their own country"
Ben to Ghana? There might not be much left to see, no more live forest due to dried up rivers, sand is taking over.
On the border of Congo, take a note and remember that this after picture is all the way back in year 2000.
Glaciers melting all over the planet for many reasons, not only people driving cars.. come on - dun't be stubborn and neglect to see the truth, just because you love your automobile.
Take lake Chad in Niger. On one of our driest continents the river don't meet the ocean any more.
Just published - Amazon deforestation from 1975 until today (2012) - Pictures by NASA.
It wouldn't matter would it, if I showed you those pictures or not. When most of us don't give a shit or worse; feel like we can't make a change or a difference - we rather not act at all. But I do believe that if this planet is lost due to our ignorance and our mistakes; we should know about what the reason. Meaning for the change you see all around the world in both climate and culture. Accept responsibility for your footprint because all of us is part of this. There is no point in pushing the blame over to anybody else cause one way or another you contributed in some way or the other. For that we will have to forgive ourselves. We can point fingers at major corporations and governments (pretty much the same thing - except just one of them have proven profitable...) I just ask you to see this: know what you are being a part of and do not pretend it is not there. We just can't be this resistant to change when we are the one that is making it!
Not talking about everybody here. I know there are many of us (millions) that do care. Especially those who use their time outside and don't get stuck in the internet-world or the world created for us to not see. To be asleep, sitting down in our air-conditioned basements with no real perception at all. Most look at the news in the same way we look at movies. We look at pictures from natural disasters as Foreign Fairy tales. We believe in the stories fed to us saying that if we buy this or that we'll not only make ourself feel better - we'll spend so much time looking at this goal instead of what you're supposed to. Students are given computers to use in school resulting in impossible multitasking and diffused minds that won't learn anything any longer. The whole school system is a joke; teaching us how to calculate our way through life instead of actually living it. People actually kills themselves just because they don't get good enough grades - some will rather die than not be part of the right serenities. Our minds are kept so busy that we no longer connect with our roots other than what we read in books, even our religions are misleading and we choose to believe in something outside ourselves instead of believing in ourself as the one being in charge of our lives. Not the world, not the climate or the culture - yes - your choices will change the world.
Reporting from real world,
Jack
"An iceberg four times the size of Manhattan has broken off Greenland, creating plenty of room for global warming deniers to start their own country"
Ben to Ghana? There might not be much left to see, no more live forest due to dried up rivers, sand is taking over.
On the border of Congo, take a note and remember that this after picture is all the way back in year 2000.
Glaciers melting all over the planet for many reasons, not only people driving cars.. come on - dun't be stubborn and neglect to see the truth, just because you love your automobile.
Take lake Chad in Niger. On one of our driest continents the river don't meet the ocean any more.
Just published - Amazon deforestation from 1975 until today (2012) - Pictures by NASA.
It wouldn't matter would it, if I showed you those pictures or not. When most of us don't give a shit or worse; feel like we can't make a change or a difference - we rather not act at all. But I do believe that if this planet is lost due to our ignorance and our mistakes; we should know about what the reason. Meaning for the change you see all around the world in both climate and culture. Accept responsibility for your footprint because all of us is part of this. There is no point in pushing the blame over to anybody else cause one way or another you contributed in some way or the other. For that we will have to forgive ourselves. We can point fingers at major corporations and governments (pretty much the same thing - except just one of them have proven profitable...) I just ask you to see this: know what you are being a part of and do not pretend it is not there. We just can't be this resistant to change when we are the one that is making it!
Not talking about everybody here. I know there are many of us (millions) that do care. Especially those who use their time outside and don't get stuck in the internet-world or the world created for us to not see. To be asleep, sitting down in our air-conditioned basements with no real perception at all. Most look at the news in the same way we look at movies. We look at pictures from natural disasters as Foreign Fairy tales. We believe in the stories fed to us saying that if we buy this or that we'll not only make ourself feel better - we'll spend so much time looking at this goal instead of what you're supposed to. Students are given computers to use in school resulting in impossible multitasking and diffused minds that won't learn anything any longer. The whole school system is a joke; teaching us how to calculate our way through life instead of actually living it. People actually kills themselves just because they don't get good enough grades - some will rather die than not be part of the right serenities. Our minds are kept so busy that we no longer connect with our roots other than what we read in books, even our religions are misleading and we choose to believe in something outside ourselves instead of believing in ourself as the one being in charge of our lives. Not the world, not the climate or the culture - yes - your choices will change the world.
Reporting from real world,
Jack
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Just a fortune-cookie
"To live your life in fear of losing it is to lose the point of life." This is true and it said so in my fortune cookie today, it's funny cause I haven't really eaten Chinese today and I rarely actually do. The cookie was just laying around in the kitchen. I once visited a fortune cookie factory and now, every time I see a fortune cookie I think of the small one-room factory in China Town, San Francisco. It wasn't much bigger than an average bedroom and they had cleaned out all the kids, the only worker left to do the millions of fortune cookies they produced every year, was an old grandmother that I am pretty sure had no eyesight. She can't even have been close to read any of the hundred thousand different pre printed fortunes she manually put in each and every one of them. If I didn't know better I would have guessed that the old woman was blind cause she was leaning over the machinery like she had grown stuck to the thing and when she turned around to look at me, she had to turn her whole body. She smiled with her whole face and after I was done looking at the fallen wall of something that probably was a nice row of perfect teeth I started to look for her eyes. It seemed like her eyeballs was swallowed by the rest of her face and she smiled like I would imagine the witch in Hansel and Gretel would. I didn't stay to long, just long enough to have a small china-man with a mob-hat and a great fat cigar that polluted the whole room with an unbearable smell tell me his family history on how they escaped from the great land of China and got stuck in this wannabe melting pot on the other side of the ocean. He stuck a bunch of flat or cracked cookies - stuff that had been taken out of production into my mouth with small fat dirty fingers, and sold me a bag of the same stuff for a dollar before he hushed me out and yelled out "Next!". It's a great memory and a funny story and I remember it as if it was yesterday. The question is of course, do you believe it was a coincidence that I found this exact fortune cookie today. Also I would probably never tell you this story if it wasn't for just this - maybe my fortune was meant for more than myself already when it was made back at the factory. That doesn't matter any more, because now it is your fortune too. I didn't eat the cookie itself cause I might be allergic to it, someone else will get that joy - and that makes me feel happy.
"We are here and it is now. Further than that all human knowledge is moonshine."
-H. L. Mencken-
"We are here and it is now. Further than that all human knowledge is moonshine."
-H. L. Mencken-
Sunday, August 5, 2012
We create our fate every day we live
You, as small as you might think you are do really make a change in the world. You do not have to be the one to change the whole world, but one person a day is not an unrealistic goal - and that might mean the world for that one person. It does not have to be anything big. What about making someone smile or give away a compliment. Maybe listen to someone that needs it or sit down and talk to someone in vein. There is really no point in rising yourself to a better position than anybody else. Know that you get what you give and that Karma's a bitch (but in a good and a bad way) Give, but don't expect to be repaid what you give in the same way. There are plenty of ways for us to get, and it does not mean that we always get what we want but rather what is right.
You can choose not to do your own thinking and there is of course a plan set up for you for when you don't. We will have to take a stand at some point; “Govern” is from Latin meaning “control”, and “ment” is from Latin meaning “mind”. It has nothing to do with feelings and life, there is no love involved and there is no power in squares. If you control minds, you control everything. It is probably easier in mathematics to deal with angels than circles and curves all the time. We have to remember that we do have the ability to brake camp whenever the season or danger calls for it. We belong to earth and most everything you have learned after you was born, including your name and the borders of your country, the law and not to forget your school system is made up to keep you as limited as possible. If you were to learn what you were supposed to learn the first place to search is outside the society that made the rules of what you are to learn every year. You are supposed to learn whatever falls natural for you to learn, you are supposed to ask the questions that is right for you and not those given to you. You are to develop your own sense of instinct and not follow a community's sense of direction. You should have learned to find the answers to all your questions within yourself and have realized that your self is everything - not the other way around.
Nothing is set in life and you only get hurt by believing that it is - for so to be proved wrong when you think you are on top of everything. You do have the chance to be in control of everything in your life, but for that to happen in this world you will need a whole bunch of money and thereby have the power to decide the fate of others. Sadly a very few of us has taken this on themselves, and they use their power to make sure you are not one of them, they will do anything, absolutely everything to make sure you do not understand what you are being a part of. Truth is that all of us can be that free, we can be this power. We can all be in charge of everything all the time, but we have to stand up and break out of it. In a world where no one decides what love is supposed to be, what is a right kind of a relationship for a sustainable society (that in the end wasn't that sustainable after all). Also who you are supposed to spend your energy on and at what cost.
"Living hell is the best revenge."
-Adrienne E. Gusoff-
All rules of society is made up, although always changing and in the real world and politics they are just the game played to think you make a change. In close cooperation with world "free" press (I don't know what press is in Latin) and the governments there is always some that take the final decision in the end. It is sadly a very well played game and we are all extras on a enormous spinning-stage. Too bad we never rocked in poker. There is a saying that there is no small parts and this is the perfect place to use it because you are exactly where you are meant to be to make a change. In order to really make a change I need you to wake up. If you are not able to wake up right now you should at least be hoping for a better world and know how the energy of love feels and how it affect others. If you really know love, there is no reason for you to go back to hate and fear, if so - you are broken and need to be fixed, I suggest you search for someone to help you with this. If you know your guides, you should ask them, if you don't know them - ask them anyway cause they will help you. Let the peace come from inside, let it steer you toward joy. I'm not sure what I feel about the fact that when you do a search for the word "Joy" on the world wide web, all you really find is links to happiness. Joy is in itself a very valuable feeling and should not be confused with happiness. Sadly most of us do not know joy yet - because joy is the price you get from feeling real love and real peace. To feel real love and peace you need to dear dreaming of a future and most likely it is nothing like the reality you see today. The future does not come by itself, for that to happen you need to take action and actually believe that you can make a change. If not for others I bet you would like one for yourself, cause after all - that's why you are reading this. Coincidences do not exist, everything happens for a reason and you choose for reality to manifest in front of you. Whatever you do, do not let anything you do not want to manifest in your life. You really do get what you ask for, it all depends on your relationship with Karma (or whatever you might call her) and of course with everybody else.
We make choices every day that change our fate forever. We are mostly not aware of this, we go through life without caring about anything at all except from when we're expected to. Here's the trick: If we start to understand that we actually do make a change with the exact same actions we do every day we might start to make choices that are for the best for everyone and not just for our ego's. You can do as many changes as you want around you, it's all up to the effort you put into it and how much love you have to give. If you know the source - you can change the whole world with your strength.
Peace and love,
Jack
You can choose not to do your own thinking and there is of course a plan set up for you for when you don't. We will have to take a stand at some point; “Govern” is from Latin meaning “control”, and “ment” is from Latin meaning “mind”. It has nothing to do with feelings and life, there is no love involved and there is no power in squares. If you control minds, you control everything. It is probably easier in mathematics to deal with angels than circles and curves all the time. We have to remember that we do have the ability to brake camp whenever the season or danger calls for it. We belong to earth and most everything you have learned after you was born, including your name and the borders of your country, the law and not to forget your school system is made up to keep you as limited as possible. If you were to learn what you were supposed to learn the first place to search is outside the society that made the rules of what you are to learn every year. You are supposed to learn whatever falls natural for you to learn, you are supposed to ask the questions that is right for you and not those given to you. You are to develop your own sense of instinct and not follow a community's sense of direction. You should have learned to find the answers to all your questions within yourself and have realized that your self is everything - not the other way around.
Nothing is set in life and you only get hurt by believing that it is - for so to be proved wrong when you think you are on top of everything. You do have the chance to be in control of everything in your life, but for that to happen in this world you will need a whole bunch of money and thereby have the power to decide the fate of others. Sadly a very few of us has taken this on themselves, and they use their power to make sure you are not one of them, they will do anything, absolutely everything to make sure you do not understand what you are being a part of. Truth is that all of us can be that free, we can be this power. We can all be in charge of everything all the time, but we have to stand up and break out of it. In a world where no one decides what love is supposed to be, what is a right kind of a relationship for a sustainable society (that in the end wasn't that sustainable after all). Also who you are supposed to spend your energy on and at what cost.
"Living hell is the best revenge."
-Adrienne E. Gusoff-
All rules of society is made up, although always changing and in the real world and politics they are just the game played to think you make a change. In close cooperation with world "free" press (I don't know what press is in Latin) and the governments there is always some that take the final decision in the end. It is sadly a very well played game and we are all extras on a enormous spinning-stage. Too bad we never rocked in poker. There is a saying that there is no small parts and this is the perfect place to use it because you are exactly where you are meant to be to make a change. In order to really make a change I need you to wake up. If you are not able to wake up right now you should at least be hoping for a better world and know how the energy of love feels and how it affect others. If you really know love, there is no reason for you to go back to hate and fear, if so - you are broken and need to be fixed, I suggest you search for someone to help you with this. If you know your guides, you should ask them, if you don't know them - ask them anyway cause they will help you. Let the peace come from inside, let it steer you toward joy. I'm not sure what I feel about the fact that when you do a search for the word "Joy" on the world wide web, all you really find is links to happiness. Joy is in itself a very valuable feeling and should not be confused with happiness. Sadly most of us do not know joy yet - because joy is the price you get from feeling real love and real peace. To feel real love and peace you need to dear dreaming of a future and most likely it is nothing like the reality you see today. The future does not come by itself, for that to happen you need to take action and actually believe that you can make a change. If not for others I bet you would like one for yourself, cause after all - that's why you are reading this. Coincidences do not exist, everything happens for a reason and you choose for reality to manifest in front of you. Whatever you do, do not let anything you do not want to manifest in your life. You really do get what you ask for, it all depends on your relationship with Karma (or whatever you might call her) and of course with everybody else.
We make choices every day that change our fate forever. We are mostly not aware of this, we go through life without caring about anything at all except from when we're expected to. Here's the trick: If we start to understand that we actually do make a change with the exact same actions we do every day we might start to make choices that are for the best for everyone and not just for our ego's. You can do as many changes as you want around you, it's all up to the effort you put into it and how much love you have to give. If you know the source - you can change the whole world with your strength.
Peace and love,
Jack
Look at the sun at day and the stars at night
"Why do you dream of this world that doesn't exist for everyone else?" and "There is no one else like you.." These are false accusations to me. It sounds more like a scream for help and a wish for everything to be more than they are able to see or wish for. When the argument is that the local papers are all you ever read and the news only portrait and project what they want. I have to ask you to stop watching and start feeling with your heart again, stop letting your brain necessarily be your most important organ in your body. We understand that the truth of who we are is more intricate than I sometimes are outing to you or the rest of the "world". It was no surprise that all the fuckups didn't show until all the kids had grown up was it? Our attention span just isn't that good, especially in our time. I let you think you did, but the truth is that you do not confuse me like you might like to think. The truth is far more than that, it's wider and it's outside of your box.
Sitting at the table, eating breakfast, lunch and dinner with the same people get you into a certain mood, a certain way of thinking doesn't it? Did you forget to think that you can do anything in your life, that the strength lays in you? You looked at me like I am an amazing person with an amazing life and a perfect free lifestyle. (You were right but I don't always agree myself, but thanks for the compliment) Instead of making it your way of living you are to scared to take the step yourself. Thank you anyway for living your life through mine, I mean this and say there is room for everybody. Wikiality is however that I am no different than any other person I have ever met, except from my choices. This all depends on how much you let other people steer your wheel. Like I have told you: some people get scared of me. At latest today while me and a friend was going for a walk I saw people look at me, scared of themselves; they didn't even take the chance of meeting me and turned on their heal just to walk in another direction, away from the truth. Facing our fears is the only thing you can do to put things behind you and know this to be true. I also met open people of course, people that stopped, shook my hand and thanked me for being me. Listen to yourself, remember that I am you!
The reason for me to write is because there is more to the world than what you tell me you think there is. The world is wonderful and full of love, but when everything else is clouded it's hard to see what really is. I will take away your shield, that I can't really help any longer, not if I am to let myself be me. You may make as many excuses as you won't I won't stop you. You may even try to hide and try to protect yourself. It is not my right to stop you from feeling - either love or hate, but I will tell you my stand and point of view if I need to. The love I feel for you is real and honest. Whoever you are - I do love you. Whatever you do; never blame me for your false feelings, cause I'm being nothing but honest with you. Judge me as much as you want but as I write my "I's" you know it concern yourself as much as yourself(!) It's no more than the flight of the bumblebees.
"Honest criticism is hard to take, particularly from a relative, a friend, an acquaintance, or a stranger."
-Franklin P. Jones-
Sometimes the river overflow with water. It just let go of the energy and a wave flush people of their rocks. If you don't know how to swim this might hurt in the beginning. Cause of course it makes it hard to breath and you do have to take a breath once in a while. You can not however try to make the river stop. Take tree breaths and your body relaxes like you should. Continue by doing some meditation and you might get some of the answers you are looking for. I ask you this however; don't pick just the truths you like to believe in and oversee the rest of them, cause you do feel whenever you are making a choice whether it is right for you or not. Do not make this a bad thing - and don't judge others for doing something else than you - they have just the same right as you to be themselves regardless of how painful that is to watch.
You asked why I dream of a world that doesn't exist. I answered you but I don't thing you caught the answer. You thought I answered just for myself. Like mentioned we are the same, all of us are and time will show this truth too. You told me I was the ultimate dreamer, a person that will never find his way, but still you hoped for me to do just that. Why don't you give yourself this gratitude? Why do you limit yourself? By reading only one book in your life it will make this book part of you like "reality". Then again that book is written by one person only and by only having one other souls view on your truth I do feel that this put you very much in a small box instead of entering the entire universe like we are meant to. Look inside yourself and gain access to the whole library. Love is the key.
You're the five hundred twenty five thousand
Six-hundredth person to tell me that
No one could ever love me, I'm crazy
And that may well be
- Jay Brennan -
Judge me if you have to, but I do know you and I judged you first. Don't read between the lines where there is nothing to read. Don't twitch my words for something it is not. Being blunt is my persona and if you don't like that is fine with me. To let your sour stomach hit me in the face is lower than what I expected from anyone and when this happen I choose to look at it as an confused action, and I forgive you. Nobody can hurt me by being confused and out of place. We don't have to take in anything, what I say, feel and write is out there for you take if you want it and since I don't believe in coincidences I do believe that you are here for a reason. Just don't make a conclusion until you have read the whole story. We are equipped with two eyes and one mouth which tell us that we are to see the double of what we speak of, I sometimes feel I have seen too much, for that I forgive myself. If you need confirmation, use your nose - when all tree agree, make a statement.. or ask the questions you need to make one - but never spread fear where there is supposed to be love.
Let's build positive energy together, It's amazing how we can be unique just by being ourselves,
Jack
Sitting at the table, eating breakfast, lunch and dinner with the same people get you into a certain mood, a certain way of thinking doesn't it? Did you forget to think that you can do anything in your life, that the strength lays in you? You looked at me like I am an amazing person with an amazing life and a perfect free lifestyle. (You were right but I don't always agree myself, but thanks for the compliment) Instead of making it your way of living you are to scared to take the step yourself. Thank you anyway for living your life through mine, I mean this and say there is room for everybody. Wikiality is however that I am no different than any other person I have ever met, except from my choices. This all depends on how much you let other people steer your wheel. Like I have told you: some people get scared of me. At latest today while me and a friend was going for a walk I saw people look at me, scared of themselves; they didn't even take the chance of meeting me and turned on their heal just to walk in another direction, away from the truth. Facing our fears is the only thing you can do to put things behind you and know this to be true. I also met open people of course, people that stopped, shook my hand and thanked me for being me. Listen to yourself, remember that I am you!
The reason for me to write is because there is more to the world than what you tell me you think there is. The world is wonderful and full of love, but when everything else is clouded it's hard to see what really is. I will take away your shield, that I can't really help any longer, not if I am to let myself be me. You may make as many excuses as you won't I won't stop you. You may even try to hide and try to protect yourself. It is not my right to stop you from feeling - either love or hate, but I will tell you my stand and point of view if I need to. The love I feel for you is real and honest. Whoever you are - I do love you. Whatever you do; never blame me for your false feelings, cause I'm being nothing but honest with you. Judge me as much as you want but as I write my "I's" you know it concern yourself as much as yourself(!) It's no more than the flight of the bumblebees.
"Honest criticism is hard to take, particularly from a relative, a friend, an acquaintance, or a stranger."
-Franklin P. Jones-
Sometimes the river overflow with water. It just let go of the energy and a wave flush people of their rocks. If you don't know how to swim this might hurt in the beginning. Cause of course it makes it hard to breath and you do have to take a breath once in a while. You can not however try to make the river stop. Take tree breaths and your body relaxes like you should. Continue by doing some meditation and you might get some of the answers you are looking for. I ask you this however; don't pick just the truths you like to believe in and oversee the rest of them, cause you do feel whenever you are making a choice whether it is right for you or not. Do not make this a bad thing - and don't judge others for doing something else than you - they have just the same right as you to be themselves regardless of how painful that is to watch.
You asked why I dream of a world that doesn't exist. I answered you but I don't thing you caught the answer. You thought I answered just for myself. Like mentioned we are the same, all of us are and time will show this truth too. You told me I was the ultimate dreamer, a person that will never find his way, but still you hoped for me to do just that. Why don't you give yourself this gratitude? Why do you limit yourself? By reading only one book in your life it will make this book part of you like "reality". Then again that book is written by one person only and by only having one other souls view on your truth I do feel that this put you very much in a small box instead of entering the entire universe like we are meant to. Look inside yourself and gain access to the whole library. Love is the key.
You're the five hundred twenty five thousand
Six-hundredth person to tell me that
No one could ever love me, I'm crazy
And that may well be
- Jay Brennan -
Judge me if you have to, but I do know you and I judged you first. Don't read between the lines where there is nothing to read. Don't twitch my words for something it is not. Being blunt is my persona and if you don't like that is fine with me. To let your sour stomach hit me in the face is lower than what I expected from anyone and when this happen I choose to look at it as an confused action, and I forgive you. Nobody can hurt me by being confused and out of place. We don't have to take in anything, what I say, feel and write is out there for you take if you want it and since I don't believe in coincidences I do believe that you are here for a reason. Just don't make a conclusion until you have read the whole story. We are equipped with two eyes and one mouth which tell us that we are to see the double of what we speak of, I sometimes feel I have seen too much, for that I forgive myself. If you need confirmation, use your nose - when all tree agree, make a statement.. or ask the questions you need to make one - but never spread fear where there is supposed to be love.
Let's build positive energy together, It's amazing how we can be unique just by being ourselves,
Jack
Friday, August 3, 2012
Imagine all the people living life in peace
I know that most of the time people don't really try to be assholes, they just can't help it. They walk through life like ignorant bastards and think they know everything about everyone where they actually don't even grasp a small percentage of their own fucked up life. Of course they prefer to live inside the box, it's all they've ever known, some even believe this is all that exist. You should however know how this works to avoid the mistake yourself (read: let's save some lives together) When someone believe that life is better for them than for you they will, in their mind think they're better than you, regardless of whatever they know about how you spend your time or space and how little you care about them. They will talk down to you in front of others, they will make jokes about you (or others like you or someone you know, we're all the same... - you get the point) in family dinners and at block-parties. In many cases they even get violent and abusive. They will find you boring after a short conversation or session - but the harm is already done, and one bad critic needs at least ten to correct.
You actually have prove them wrong, you shouldn't have to and this is probably also going to make them hate you - but by doing this you have now turned it into hate with respect. If you don't act, if you just live your life and don't settle down with kids you never asked for and a job you can't stand, in their eyes - you will still be a looser and forever their enemy or conversation-piece. This is how they trick you. It's kinda funny actually, cause this is how societies morality really works on people; these indoctrinated views of society will take charge if you let it happen. A person in denial will always, always try to blame you for their problems(!) In their perfect life they will use you as the person that do all the "mistakes" they never had the balls to do themselves - after all; people love to live their life through others, it is a lot easier to just sit in the audience anyway, but everyone sees when the clown is crying.
At the same time, next to being jealous, they are impressed by your strength and your ability to stay true to yourself. The whole thing is actually just a misunderstood type of respect. Today we get a lot of those characters from movies and television. TV, for example - manifest the characters I'm talking about in our lives. Television create unnatural stereotypes in our heads. What we know as the real world however; is nothing like a scripted sitcom. Behind the characters there are real people and real people have real feelings - feelings that again are connected to your own, you understand this by now right? (If not, keep reading) I guess we all need someone to laugh at sometimes and most people won't put themselves in this spotlight (and you better know your strength before you do) Being that person can hurt a lot - in many cases too much. I've seen people leave us for ever from time and reality due to discrimination like the one we are talking about. When someone is typecasted to play this character it is social rape. It doesn't feel right does it? Even as you read this you can feel that I'm right!? If you look at for example; drug addicts around the world. You'll find a lot of the people like the ones I'm talking about. Pushed into a corner and nowhere to escape they turned to drugs or alcohol. Already at young age some turned to violence and and in the worst cases they become deeply rooted in pure fear. For most of them it's way to late to change it around - but you better remember that they were people before they get to were they are today. And you contributed to their fall(!) either you like it or not, you accepted this as you accepted being part of society. Don't be an ignorant shit right now, try tell me you didn't...! We all do, even the best of us. Again, just like that guy from the christian bible and the somewhat 27 totally like stories from different ancient religions and cultures all around this planet: The suffering they took on themselves was for you to see the fear and to redeem the people before you had to go there yourself. They never choose this fate, society did it for them. They never choose to be become an addict, a martyr, or a freakin' mass murderer. But because of our choices they had no choice but not to be part of society. And good as society is in our "wonderful" world we don't really give them much understanding or even a option.
Even though most souls around don't understand this, I do, and many others with me. Changing the world isn't done in a blink of the eye, it might of course but I'm not sure how that would affect us either. Now however, it is time for you to realize this before it's too late. I've spent some time being one of those people now, still am - I guess, can't really change who we are. There is loads of people trying to help the lost ones among us without even knowing what kind of help they are supposed to give and in a way, we're all lost. We walk a path that has overgrown since last time we saw it. It would be idiopathic not to listen to our ancient's impairments, or directly shameful stupidity.
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people living life in peace
-John Lennon-
I ask; when are we going to understand that there is not just one way to live in a society - in this created world? There is no such thing as a perfect family or a perfect individual, not a perfect country and if you think there is one, that's you jealousy speaking. Your jealousy that is based in fear, thereby off the river. Such thing as a perfect anything never existed and it never will, it's all based in fear. And here I walk around thinking that people and families are supposed to be built on love? Well, the stereotypes is already established, not much we can do about them but to fight the right to be our own person first. We have to learn to tell ourself to never be pushed into something we don't believe in - ever again! And there is not one right answer, we are all different and will always be. We have to respect this and at the same time embrace our differences. What's right for me doesn't have to be right for you and don't even start to think that you are the one with all the answers. Everyone has their own reality to take care of first, then we can start talking.
When all this is said, and I don't really know why I choose today to write about this. I don't even know why - after all; This is the created world, we can brake free from this at any time but I am realizing that a lot of us never will. (That's why chistianity has an old and a new testament ^^) Besides; the time of a guru should have been over by now, stubbornness hold us back I guess. Respect and love everything and everyone cause you are in no right to rise above any of them, only yourself, if even that.
What a wonderful world,
Jack
You actually have prove them wrong, you shouldn't have to and this is probably also going to make them hate you - but by doing this you have now turned it into hate with respect. If you don't act, if you just live your life and don't settle down with kids you never asked for and a job you can't stand, in their eyes - you will still be a looser and forever their enemy or conversation-piece. This is how they trick you. It's kinda funny actually, cause this is how societies morality really works on people; these indoctrinated views of society will take charge if you let it happen. A person in denial will always, always try to blame you for their problems(!) In their perfect life they will use you as the person that do all the "mistakes" they never had the balls to do themselves - after all; people love to live their life through others, it is a lot easier to just sit in the audience anyway, but everyone sees when the clown is crying.
At the same time, next to being jealous, they are impressed by your strength and your ability to stay true to yourself. The whole thing is actually just a misunderstood type of respect. Today we get a lot of those characters from movies and television. TV, for example - manifest the characters I'm talking about in our lives. Television create unnatural stereotypes in our heads. What we know as the real world however; is nothing like a scripted sitcom. Behind the characters there are real people and real people have real feelings - feelings that again are connected to your own, you understand this by now right? (If not, keep reading) I guess we all need someone to laugh at sometimes and most people won't put themselves in this spotlight (and you better know your strength before you do) Being that person can hurt a lot - in many cases too much. I've seen people leave us for ever from time and reality due to discrimination like the one we are talking about. When someone is typecasted to play this character it is social rape. It doesn't feel right does it? Even as you read this you can feel that I'm right!? If you look at for example; drug addicts around the world. You'll find a lot of the people like the ones I'm talking about. Pushed into a corner and nowhere to escape they turned to drugs or alcohol. Already at young age some turned to violence and and in the worst cases they become deeply rooted in pure fear. For most of them it's way to late to change it around - but you better remember that they were people before they get to were they are today. And you contributed to their fall(!) either you like it or not, you accepted this as you accepted being part of society. Don't be an ignorant shit right now, try tell me you didn't...! We all do, even the best of us. Again, just like that guy from the christian bible and the somewhat 27 totally like stories from different ancient religions and cultures all around this planet: The suffering they took on themselves was for you to see the fear and to redeem the people before you had to go there yourself. They never choose this fate, society did it for them. They never choose to be become an addict, a martyr, or a freakin' mass murderer. But because of our choices they had no choice but not to be part of society. And good as society is in our "wonderful" world we don't really give them much understanding or even a option.
Even though most souls around don't understand this, I do, and many others with me. Changing the world isn't done in a blink of the eye, it might of course but I'm not sure how that would affect us either. Now however, it is time for you to realize this before it's too late. I've spent some time being one of those people now, still am - I guess, can't really change who we are. There is loads of people trying to help the lost ones among us without even knowing what kind of help they are supposed to give and in a way, we're all lost. We walk a path that has overgrown since last time we saw it. It would be idiopathic not to listen to our ancient's impairments, or directly shameful stupidity.
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people living life in peace
-John Lennon-
I ask; when are we going to understand that there is not just one way to live in a society - in this created world? There is no such thing as a perfect family or a perfect individual, not a perfect country and if you think there is one, that's you jealousy speaking. Your jealousy that is based in fear, thereby off the river. Such thing as a perfect anything never existed and it never will, it's all based in fear. And here I walk around thinking that people and families are supposed to be built on love? Well, the stereotypes is already established, not much we can do about them but to fight the right to be our own person first. We have to learn to tell ourself to never be pushed into something we don't believe in - ever again! And there is not one right answer, we are all different and will always be. We have to respect this and at the same time embrace our differences. What's right for me doesn't have to be right for you and don't even start to think that you are the one with all the answers. Everyone has their own reality to take care of first, then we can start talking.
When all this is said, and I don't really know why I choose today to write about this. I don't even know why - after all; This is the created world, we can brake free from this at any time but I am realizing that a lot of us never will. (That's why chistianity has an old and a new testament ^^) Besides; the time of a guru should have been over by now, stubbornness hold us back I guess. Respect and love everything and everyone cause you are in no right to rise above any of them, only yourself, if even that.
What a wonderful world,
Jack
It's no-ego time!!!
What a world what a world. Today I feel like smiling. I woke up this morning and thought; wow, I'm alive! Like a roller coaster - our lives are a pretty amazing ride. The reason I smile is because I believe this is going to be a wonderful weekend. Even the guy at the liquor store agreed with me.. He also wished me a nice coming week as well so I'll just take his word for it. I have no idea of why this is such a nice day and I do have a small hope that it is just going to be super-quiet weekend where nothing really do happen. Just a peaceful few days, watching butterflies and listening to the birds with lots of time for dreaming. Looking forward to maybe do some gardening and hopefully take some pictures with my new camera. There has been a nice change the last few days and the general feeling is just very much in tune. It seems like Karma is back on my side for a while and at least until next month my bills are paid off. Now I have two different trips slash journey's to plan; One is a canoe trip with a good friend of mine, the other is my next destination, but I have about a week to do this. I believe the reason for the joy I feel today is that I once again have let myself do a little dreaming instead of just being stuck in here and now. Here and now is a amazing place. Of course - but right now doesn't really give that much room for dreams or fantasy. Watching to many dreams fall and crash I have been careful to let them take too much space in my time lately. Strange really cause they always makes me feel better about this world. Or - I take that back; It's not that strange, in which of the worlds I know do dreams belong? It's for damn sure not the one that is already created for us.
You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"
-George Bernard Shaw-
We need dreams. To quote one of the american president's speeches: "We need men who can dream of things that never were" - Dangerous things to say in war-times. The speech was held in Ireland in 1963 - just a couple of months before that someone was shot in a car by a person that was himself murdered by another man two days later. Guess we'll never know the real truth.. never is however relative just like all time and space. When I grew up we learned how to never pay of our credit card debt with another credit card - I guess this is wisdom from later ages. Funny is it however that studies on dreams tell us that during an eight hour's night of sleep we spend two of them dreaming, and this varies from person to person. However, I can't find any information on how much we dream during the time we are awake. In fact we still don't completely understand what dreams are even as we sleep. This of course; if we are do believe the approved studies published for public. I prefer doing my own research on the subject, after all it's highly personal.
Like I said; dreams make me happy. They make me wish for a future and they make me feel that I can do anything. This of course is the truth as long as they don't get polluted by fear. Best of all, for the most parts, they are only mine. I don't let anyone else create my dreams for me. I don't mind sharing with those who cannot make their own either, I'm just happy to help. I have an endless supply of dreams if I want to, damn the one that takes that away from me(!) Being in tune with nature give me the chance to dream as much as I want. Responsibilities, routines, work and expectations are some of the things that make me push dreams away. In the created world, off the river, I am required to follow a certain linear path instead of floating freely around and expand my energy to what or wherever I know is right. The worst thing anyone can do to me is ask me to limit myself or tell me to follow a certain path that is not for me. This is no ones right and I'm lucky to be the strong person I am. Strong enough to withstand the energy of people I feel move in the wrong direction, have stopped or are being followers instead of taking charge of their own life and thereby also their dreams.
"The wisest men follow their own direction"
-Euripides-
People in general don't like to see other people have the freedom. It scares them. It makes them feel like they have been making the wrong choices, that they have trusted the wrong people and not themselves. They are sure that there is something better than what they have and that they're just stuck in their life. My honest opinion is yes, they are completely right - even if they felt they didn't have a choice - it's easy to recognize a truth when you see it. Accepting it is a whole other story. There is always a chance to change your reality, for better or worse. This doesn't make them less jealous or feel less fearful. There is an ego involved that is working at it's hardest to make the created world the right one. I really do understand this, for now there is a lot more fear in this world than love - the change will come soon, but for now the masses will go where there is the most food, regardless of how it taste. Jealousy is however a very dangerous feeling. Very many people through history has been killed due to jealousy and fear.
All I can do is to ask in a nice way: Please leave your ego at home and open your hearts to dreams, start listening to your heart again and let your brain go to sleep for a while. It has been working overtime for a few thousand years. You can of course ignore this message, easy peasy, just look at this as a dream - but I have a feeling you won't let that happen. Stay strong and be free - It's the only way to be yourself.
Jack
You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"
-George Bernard Shaw-
We need dreams. To quote one of the american president's speeches: "We need men who can dream of things that never were" - Dangerous things to say in war-times. The speech was held in Ireland in 1963 - just a couple of months before that someone was shot in a car by a person that was himself murdered by another man two days later. Guess we'll never know the real truth.. never is however relative just like all time and space. When I grew up we learned how to never pay of our credit card debt with another credit card - I guess this is wisdom from later ages. Funny is it however that studies on dreams tell us that during an eight hour's night of sleep we spend two of them dreaming, and this varies from person to person. However, I can't find any information on how much we dream during the time we are awake. In fact we still don't completely understand what dreams are even as we sleep. This of course; if we are do believe the approved studies published for public. I prefer doing my own research on the subject, after all it's highly personal.
Like I said; dreams make me happy. They make me wish for a future and they make me feel that I can do anything. This of course is the truth as long as they don't get polluted by fear. Best of all, for the most parts, they are only mine. I don't let anyone else create my dreams for me. I don't mind sharing with those who cannot make their own either, I'm just happy to help. I have an endless supply of dreams if I want to, damn the one that takes that away from me(!) Being in tune with nature give me the chance to dream as much as I want. Responsibilities, routines, work and expectations are some of the things that make me push dreams away. In the created world, off the river, I am required to follow a certain linear path instead of floating freely around and expand my energy to what or wherever I know is right. The worst thing anyone can do to me is ask me to limit myself or tell me to follow a certain path that is not for me. This is no ones right and I'm lucky to be the strong person I am. Strong enough to withstand the energy of people I feel move in the wrong direction, have stopped or are being followers instead of taking charge of their own life and thereby also their dreams.
"The wisest men follow their own direction"
-Euripides-
People in general don't like to see other people have the freedom. It scares them. It makes them feel like they have been making the wrong choices, that they have trusted the wrong people and not themselves. They are sure that there is something better than what they have and that they're just stuck in their life. My honest opinion is yes, they are completely right - even if they felt they didn't have a choice - it's easy to recognize a truth when you see it. Accepting it is a whole other story. There is always a chance to change your reality, for better or worse. This doesn't make them less jealous or feel less fearful. There is an ego involved that is working at it's hardest to make the created world the right one. I really do understand this, for now there is a lot more fear in this world than love - the change will come soon, but for now the masses will go where there is the most food, regardless of how it taste. Jealousy is however a very dangerous feeling. Very many people through history has been killed due to jealousy and fear.
Jack
Thursday, August 2, 2012
Well we're all in the mood for a melody
I woke up this morning feeling fucking tired. I had been twitching because of humid temperatures and strange dreams all night. On top of this my head feels fuzzy from yesterdays last glass of wine. Cheap wine, type bag in box for twelve dollars. I keep it chilled in a fifty year older fridge that is starting to ice up due to rapid opening and closing over time. I look outside my window and it's cloudy, feels exactly like my mood. I can smell myself and it's not exactly my favorite smell in the morning. It's about the same feeling I have when I wake up on the shower floor on cold hard tiles with a matching headache, this have happened a couple of times. Today is nothing like that of course, it must be at least a year since last time this happened. I only had a few glasses yesterday, over a longer period of time and not to forget a live concert at a coffee-place where they don't serve alcohol so instead I had two cups of coffee after nine o clock at night. I put my feet on the floor, my bed is pretty tall so I do have some coordinating to do before I can finally stretch my arms to reach the ceiling. I don't but I can hear how there is a loud crack somewhere between my shoulder blades. I put my hand up to my mouth and my breath smells bad, really horrible. And I get a little frightened as I discover my hands to be blue. Just for a short time until I remember that I played with food-coloring yesterday.
I have this new discoloration on my front teeth, and I just cleaned them so from now on I'll just let it be. I try not to drink red wine and quit smoking about a month ago, before I cleaned my teeth. But my coffee they can never take away from me! This tooth thing has kind of made me give up on brushing my teeth like I used to, but of course I still brush them twice a day - just not for that long. In a attempt of multitasking I bring my toothbrush into the shower and wash of a little, it does make me feel a little better. My mind however is stuck to the credit card bill I got by e-mail last night and I figure the best thing is just to deal with it right away, face your fears, right? So I go down to the kitchen and after a brief "good morning" I drag some pre-cut watermelon out of the fridge and smash it onto a plate with a half avocado. I thought my mood was fairly well hidden and by all means, it wasn't bad either... just not top notch. I got some heated eggs from yesterdays or the day before's breakfast on my plate and go out to the backyard were I can sit mostly undisturbed by the world outside. Outside our house there is a small free little library where you can take a book, leave a book and every morning since I got here I've been leaving a new quote in the window of the library. Today the quote was: "Think of all the you joy'll have when you leave this world" by Peter Pan. I found it last night as one of the last thing I did before it was time for sleep. It's of course by the writer of Peter Pan but I never remember his name. And I think how about that movie Finding Neverland is total bullshit. With today's quote in place I get my computer started and log onto my e-mail account just to find that another credit card company has sent their bill as well. I think: "okay (fuck this), fine - let's just do this". I can tell that this is not going to be my favorite morning of this life.
Of course one of the reference-numbers for the one bill don't work so it won't really let me pay. I send an e-mail to the credit card company and just leave it at that. I'll have to deal with it later I guess... This is where I usually find the time to calm down for the day. Either by a garden-walk or meditation - I usually do both, but I might skip the garden-walk in the morning. Problem today is; I can't really find the peace for meditation and the meditation is all I really want to do. I still try though. I sit down and try to not focus but there is just too many disturbances at this point. I look at the time and it's only nine, a little early for my taste and I know that the coffee place will be packed of morning-people. I go anyway, after all I don't have anything else planned for the day. The walk isn't long. It's about five blocks, a perfect stroll. I don't know about English but in Norwegian we have over fifty words for walking and I like to explore those when I have time for it.
I was almost right about the people at the coffee-place. It's not super-crowded but enough people to make me push my ass down between an empty table and a guy that seems totally eaten by a computer and a cup of tea or something in that direction. I get myself a cup of coffee. They have started to give me a real cup now and not the take-out stuff they used to. Back at my table I open my computer and find the stage-door to my blog. It's called Temporary Chronicles because everything I'm writing is subject to change just like everything else in this universe. I'm happy with the name. I feel that stuff I write is pretty important and I also feel I have an insight to the stuff I write about which gives it a little of the extra factor. More than blogs about fashion and politics or just everyday life at least. This might just be my ego speaking up again, it tend to do that - but I've noticed it's more for my own protection than anything else and I've learned to control it. The important thing for me is that I am as honest as possible in the moment I'm writing a text, very much like an meditation.
"Speak the truth, but leave immediately after."
-Slovenian Proverb-
So I sit down with my computer ready with a blank document and is kind of looking around the room. There's a couple of aunties on the table in front of me, signalizing that I have been noticed and my affection for a cute guy in the middle of the room is also noted. I was just taking my first sip of the coffee as an mid-age lady comes over and ask if she may have an musician chair. Haha, as if. There is no such thing in this world. I say it this way because that's exactly the words she used and she probably didn't understand what it means or maybe she did: A rearrangement that has no practical effect or significance to the environment, she was surprised. But I gave her the chair and then realized that there was a whole company of them, tree actually; The woman and two guys. I brace myself as I understood that this could get heavier than first assumed. But it's all good as they sit down on the table next to me, it's fine with them too as long as I silently understand that I'll also be a part of the group.
I wont let them take over the whole room, my energy is stronger than that - I'd rather let them take some of mine, than to overpower the entire cafe. The lady gets it, but not the men of course. Men have a tendency to wanting to rise above younger men, that's just how ego's work. When they thought they had established this, and I let them, there was time for them to establish among themselves who was going to rule their meeting. A happy guy with a son that turns eighteen this Sunday takes the responsibility, he speaks his heart out through a whole cup of coffee (or tea) while the two others can't even get a word in. I can't do anything but to laugh inside and do the only polite thing namely pretend I'm not even there. Of course I do understand, not to say feel, that they are pulling and stretching my energy even though they believe I don't get or understand what's going on. Sometimes people should stop talking and just listen before they keep going. My problems starts however when the aunties in front of me pick up on this energy and starts pulling too, it doesn't get better when the cute guy and his friend do the same. The guy next to me is however still lost, meaning that he's not pulling but just listening in. It does get bad for about a minute - energies are spinning really fast, too much for some - Because then, like on cue; half the room stands up and leaves. They're gone within a minute and it's almost back to good again. At least for me, I've restored my own balance. The man with the eighteen year old son however is exhausted and leaves his party a few minutes later. His friends keeps it up for another ten minutes or so and I can tell they have now noticed where they got their energy cause as they are leaving they both look at me at the same time, share a few words among themselves, back to me - shaking their heads, with a nervous laugh - before they leave with their tail between their legs. The man tries to restore his status on the way out, but's too late, he needs a refill first.
"Sing us a song you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well we're all in the mood for a melody
And you got us feeling alright"
The only place I'm physically tired now is in my jaws for biting it together just to keep my shield up, but I've also lowered my guard a little to early. In comes two elderly men full of energy, they obviously haven't seen each other for a long time but as good friends - they sit down next to me and they start to establish their energy. Trying not to take each other down they try of course to get some from the person closest to them - I had to leave now. I was all out of energy and was in deep need of a refill too. I went home and stuck my feet in the garden dirt, but I felt like I had really been able to pass energy back and forth and really stay totally open for a very long time in public without fear. When I got back home my neighbor, witch birthday is tomorrow, came over to thank me for the quotes I leave out in the library every day, it really made her day better. A very nice reminder that we all change each others life by our choices and actions.
Of course the two elderly men that was sitting there laughing at me as I left may think whatever they want. It can't really be worse than the constant nagging from my credit card companies. Besides if it get's too rough I still have more wine in the fridge at home. Like one of the old men said to his friend as I left, "look, he doesn't even give a shit", I looked them in their eyes and smiled to them, they suddenly got embarrassed - yes I do hear you, even when you don't, old farts.
I have this new discoloration on my front teeth, and I just cleaned them so from now on I'll just let it be. I try not to drink red wine and quit smoking about a month ago, before I cleaned my teeth. But my coffee they can never take away from me! This tooth thing has kind of made me give up on brushing my teeth like I used to, but of course I still brush them twice a day - just not for that long. In a attempt of multitasking I bring my toothbrush into the shower and wash of a little, it does make me feel a little better. My mind however is stuck to the credit card bill I got by e-mail last night and I figure the best thing is just to deal with it right away, face your fears, right? So I go down to the kitchen and after a brief "good morning" I drag some pre-cut watermelon out of the fridge and smash it onto a plate with a half avocado. I thought my mood was fairly well hidden and by all means, it wasn't bad either... just not top notch. I got some heated eggs from yesterdays or the day before's breakfast on my plate and go out to the backyard were I can sit mostly undisturbed by the world outside. Outside our house there is a small free little library where you can take a book, leave a book and every morning since I got here I've been leaving a new quote in the window of the library. Today the quote was: "Think of all the you joy'll have when you leave this world" by Peter Pan. I found it last night as one of the last thing I did before it was time for sleep. It's of course by the writer of Peter Pan but I never remember his name. And I think how about that movie Finding Neverland is total bullshit. With today's quote in place I get my computer started and log onto my e-mail account just to find that another credit card company has sent their bill as well. I think: "okay (fuck this), fine - let's just do this". I can tell that this is not going to be my favorite morning of this life.
Of course one of the reference-numbers for the one bill don't work so it won't really let me pay. I send an e-mail to the credit card company and just leave it at that. I'll have to deal with it later I guess... This is where I usually find the time to calm down for the day. Either by a garden-walk or meditation - I usually do both, but I might skip the garden-walk in the morning. Problem today is; I can't really find the peace for meditation and the meditation is all I really want to do. I still try though. I sit down and try to not focus but there is just too many disturbances at this point. I look at the time and it's only nine, a little early for my taste and I know that the coffee place will be packed of morning-people. I go anyway, after all I don't have anything else planned for the day. The walk isn't long. It's about five blocks, a perfect stroll. I don't know about English but in Norwegian we have over fifty words for walking and I like to explore those when I have time for it.
I was almost right about the people at the coffee-place. It's not super-crowded but enough people to make me push my ass down between an empty table and a guy that seems totally eaten by a computer and a cup of tea or something in that direction. I get myself a cup of coffee. They have started to give me a real cup now and not the take-out stuff they used to. Back at my table I open my computer and find the stage-door to my blog. It's called Temporary Chronicles because everything I'm writing is subject to change just like everything else in this universe. I'm happy with the name. I feel that stuff I write is pretty important and I also feel I have an insight to the stuff I write about which gives it a little of the extra factor. More than blogs about fashion and politics or just everyday life at least. This might just be my ego speaking up again, it tend to do that - but I've noticed it's more for my own protection than anything else and I've learned to control it. The important thing for me is that I am as honest as possible in the moment I'm writing a text, very much like an meditation.
"Speak the truth, but leave immediately after."
-Slovenian Proverb-
So I sit down with my computer ready with a blank document and is kind of looking around the room. There's a couple of aunties on the table in front of me, signalizing that I have been noticed and my affection for a cute guy in the middle of the room is also noted. I was just taking my first sip of the coffee as an mid-age lady comes over and ask if she may have an musician chair. Haha, as if. There is no such thing in this world. I say it this way because that's exactly the words she used and she probably didn't understand what it means or maybe she did: A rearrangement that has no practical effect or significance to the environment, she was surprised. But I gave her the chair and then realized that there was a whole company of them, tree actually; The woman and two guys. I brace myself as I understood that this could get heavier than first assumed. But it's all good as they sit down on the table next to me, it's fine with them too as long as I silently understand that I'll also be a part of the group.
I wont let them take over the whole room, my energy is stronger than that - I'd rather let them take some of mine, than to overpower the entire cafe. The lady gets it, but not the men of course. Men have a tendency to wanting to rise above younger men, that's just how ego's work. When they thought they had established this, and I let them, there was time for them to establish among themselves who was going to rule their meeting. A happy guy with a son that turns eighteen this Sunday takes the responsibility, he speaks his heart out through a whole cup of coffee (or tea) while the two others can't even get a word in. I can't do anything but to laugh inside and do the only polite thing namely pretend I'm not even there. Of course I do understand, not to say feel, that they are pulling and stretching my energy even though they believe I don't get or understand what's going on. Sometimes people should stop talking and just listen before they keep going. My problems starts however when the aunties in front of me pick up on this energy and starts pulling too, it doesn't get better when the cute guy and his friend do the same. The guy next to me is however still lost, meaning that he's not pulling but just listening in. It does get bad for about a minute - energies are spinning really fast, too much for some - Because then, like on cue; half the room stands up and leaves. They're gone within a minute and it's almost back to good again. At least for me, I've restored my own balance. The man with the eighteen year old son however is exhausted and leaves his party a few minutes later. His friends keeps it up for another ten minutes or so and I can tell they have now noticed where they got their energy cause as they are leaving they both look at me at the same time, share a few words among themselves, back to me - shaking their heads, with a nervous laugh - before they leave with their tail between their legs. The man tries to restore his status on the way out, but's too late, he needs a refill first.
"Sing us a song you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well we're all in the mood for a melody
And you got us feeling alright"
The only place I'm physically tired now is in my jaws for biting it together just to keep my shield up, but I've also lowered my guard a little to early. In comes two elderly men full of energy, they obviously haven't seen each other for a long time but as good friends - they sit down next to me and they start to establish their energy. Trying not to take each other down they try of course to get some from the person closest to them - I had to leave now. I was all out of energy and was in deep need of a refill too. I went home and stuck my feet in the garden dirt, but I felt like I had really been able to pass energy back and forth and really stay totally open for a very long time in public without fear. When I got back home my neighbor, witch birthday is tomorrow, came over to thank me for the quotes I leave out in the library every day, it really made her day better. A very nice reminder that we all change each others life by our choices and actions.
Of course the two elderly men that was sitting there laughing at me as I left may think whatever they want. It can't really be worse than the constant nagging from my credit card companies. Besides if it get's too rough I still have more wine in the fridge at home. Like one of the old men said to his friend as I left, "look, he doesn't even give a shit", I looked them in their eyes and smiled to them, they suddenly got embarrassed - yes I do hear you, even when you don't, old farts.
So come with me, where dreams are born, and time is never planned
I do love to write, and most - if not all the time I do not have too much time to think about my words until after they are posted. It is a fun experience to read what you just wrote, or maybe even the day after before you understand what yourself put down in writing. If this is a good thing or a bad thing is not for me to answer, I am not making you read any of my writing but I do put it out there with my heart and hope it do give you a key. At the very least I do feel that my writings are honest and come from the heart (Very much like the guy next to me that is just emptying his heart in a conversation with long time friends, his son turns eighteen on Sunday)
Today I was sitting still for ten minutes, looking out in the air, emptying my brain - waiting for today's inspiration before I found the peace to start this post. This is one of the days where I usually would not write anything at all, it's been a while since I felt like that. The created world sent me some finances to take care of and it really has nothing to do with Neverland where you can connect with everyone and everything at once. I even had trouble finding the peace for this mornings meditation and decided it was going to be an off-day. However, I changed my mind; The little-bit of meditation I did told me I would not let Wikiality be in charge of how I live my life. Thank you guides.
"Think about all the joy you'll find when you leave this world"
-Peter Pan-
-Peter Pan-
Still till this moment I am not sure what this blog is going to be about or if it as about anything at all. Sitting at the local coffee-place on a Thursday morning in the beginning of august and having been here quite a lot without abusing the service; I do notice a change in atmosphere the last two months. Of course I do by now have a couple of people around that are regulars like myself, saying "hello" and "How are you today Jack?". I say; "Good, thank you for asking dude, what about yourself?". They say "Thank you" And I never see them again until eight years later, and everything is just back to where it started. It's nice I guess, some I even remember very well from eight years ago. Besides from getting a bit older - I can tell because they are moving slower or faster depending on how life has been to them - they really haven't changed much at all. It feels like time stood still here, and in a way it did cause people here decided that this was a good place to be and never moved away from it. Conversations in general did however, well some of them. I have already mentioned how I see more and more people waking up even without being aware of it. This is very much the case and with time it has gotten clearer where people are stuck - talking like history books instead of thinking forward and with the danger of repeating myself - just float with the river. It is funny though every time people do connect with me and try to send me messages and somehow they think I'm not listening, I do get what they are saying but even though they are older than me in age and they think they got the answer, I sometimes know better. Sometimes however they do border to thieving. Not in everything of course, but in many cases I am.
Knowing that we are constant evolving, always growing and on the move - it is always very good to get this confirmed by the energy around you. This is a very fun place for sharing and it is funny to experience how conversations are somewhat the same but grow in the same direction any place you go in the world. I can tell that the circle of life is not a joke, but there are a bunch of different sizes and numbers of the circles. Different people see various numbers and sizes. Of course and a very few see them all, or even close to it. Again I guess it is all about perspective.
Jack
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Balancing everything on one side
I know I am pushing - I'm a pusher - that is what I do.. What can I do but to hope I will survive my own transition. Many awakening people do get killed in order to keep the the world we know asleep. I know the point is to enjoy our awakening, it is a time for us to grow in sync with ourselves and everything around us. When this is said I am still straining myself not to move too fast. At this time it is my biggest fight to hold back because every time I move too fast, for my own person, it gets really bad. I feel confused and alone, I feel like I'm grasping for air and like nothing is the way it is supposed to be. It is hard to explain this in any other way than to say it is my own personal suffering that shines through. It feels the same way when I move too slow, Mother Earth make sure I am always in the right place. Again; it is all about balance.
"There are two tragedies in life. One is not to get your heart's desire. The other is to get it."
-George Bernard Shaw-
Most of the time I do feel relaxed about my awakening. I am not scared of tomorrow, not that scared anyway. As long as I am in balance, I feel very happy - I am focusing on today because today is reality right now. By relaxing and balancing ourselves, knowing what is ahead, I have learned that our fears fades away and let us travel painless down the river. For me it is the only way to travel and I am very happy to see that as I write this at a coffee shop there are several conversations around me on the subject of being in balance. One is about seeing the world behind the one we are living in, Another one on how the number 11 keep showing up in their life, one on how it will be interesting to watch the path of death. The real world is getting closer guys, it is knocking on our door and we are thought to be afraid of strangers and by all means do not pick up hitchhikers, right? The wall is coming down and we are starting to understand why things are what they are. We are waking up to a brand new day and it feels so joyful.
You might understand everything I write and hopefully agree in some or all of it. It is however your choice to take anything in and change this world once and for all. The question rise; what do I do now? I think the best place to start is (slowly) with yourself. Know that as long as you are floating down the river all the energy in the world is accessible to you. We have all learned how to pray but there is a great confusion to where we direct our prayers. You have to understand that it doesn't matter what door you choose, what God you believe in or how you approach the truth. In the real world we all have our own guides to help us. We are one, we are the tribe of many colors. Our guides will always care for us and they will always support us whatever choices we may make. Do not doubt them, if we do they will still be by our sides. I promise you that whenever we need guidance we can ask our guides for help. It is worth spending some time getting to know them, but you do not need to. In fact; you don't have to do anything but to listen. But if and when we do ask questions it would be foolish not to listen for answers, right?
To realize that we live in a world created as an illusion based on fear is another big case to brake. When we do, I think a natural response may be guilt for being a part of this creation. First step will be learning to forgive ourselves for how we pass on so much expectation and judgement instead of love and joy. You are in no right - what so ever - to make this false truths for others(!) Since you have never really known the truth and you have created stories based on fear you have been a big part of the sleeping fear-based world. This fear keeps you from jumping back into the river, to forgive yourself is the easiest way to reconnect - your guides can help you with this. All you have to do is to ask the right questions and listen to the answer. Have no doubt, the answer will come to you but not necessarily with a prophet around the corner or an angel with white wings and a glory over his head. It is a lot more likely to be your drunk neighbor yelling to her kids or the through the conversation on the table next to you. It might be through the next song on the radio or trough a shivering in your body or maybe the goosebumps on your arm? However the answer comes to you - you will have to choose to listen. Do not ask questions you do not want the answer to because you will get them and they might just take you deeper into your fear, into denial and further away from the river and the real world. You know what they say; you get what you ask for. It's your job to feel what is right and what is not.
Be aware of energythiefs. Not everyone want us to wake up and will do anything in their power to stop the awakening. Whatever you do: Do not fear them, they can not win! But please be aware that they exist and that they are many and everywhere - it is important that you block them out. They can be the loud speaker in the restaurant or the character you remember as the class-bully. It can basically be anyone. They are fairly easy to recognize because you will never have a good feeling while being close to one. Most likely they will make you feel like you would want to leave the place or like your head get heavy or the situation frustrating. Notice how other people around you react to the change in energy. They can stop you from thinking positive or push you to think a certain way by having an overly loud conversation with their "bud". Think about it; they showed up when you where feeling good, read; having a nice float down the river - now by stealing your good energy they pushed you up on dry land and gave you loads of new fear to deal with in return. Most energythiefs I have encountered in my life is beyond what I can do to help them, they will never come around and there is not much we can do - but some will, they require a lot of work (I rarely find it worth my time) but when I have the strength or when the person is a friend I will try, you will know relatively quick if it is worth it. Try just to ask the person to shut their mouth and start listening, but I make no promises some souls are just too confused, not beyond repair but they as you have to do their own work. Most important of all; do not be an energy-thief! If you are confused and full of fear and at the same time have a strong energy, do not act on it. Work with yourself and make sure that the energy you put out is pure, peaceful or at least calm. If you need help with this, you can always ask your guides to heal you - they will, that is a promise.
Aman dan cinta,
Jack
"There are two tragedies in life. One is not to get your heart's desire. The other is to get it."
-George Bernard Shaw-
Most of the time I do feel relaxed about my awakening. I am not scared of tomorrow, not that scared anyway. As long as I am in balance, I feel very happy - I am focusing on today because today is reality right now. By relaxing and balancing ourselves, knowing what is ahead, I have learned that our fears fades away and let us travel painless down the river. For me it is the only way to travel and I am very happy to see that as I write this at a coffee shop there are several conversations around me on the subject of being in balance. One is about seeing the world behind the one we are living in, Another one on how the number 11 keep showing up in their life, one on how it will be interesting to watch the path of death. The real world is getting closer guys, it is knocking on our door and we are thought to be afraid of strangers and by all means do not pick up hitchhikers, right? The wall is coming down and we are starting to understand why things are what they are. We are waking up to a brand new day and it feels so joyful.
You might understand everything I write and hopefully agree in some or all of it. It is however your choice to take anything in and change this world once and for all. The question rise; what do I do now? I think the best place to start is (slowly) with yourself. Know that as long as you are floating down the river all the energy in the world is accessible to you. We have all learned how to pray but there is a great confusion to where we direct our prayers. You have to understand that it doesn't matter what door you choose, what God you believe in or how you approach the truth. In the real world we all have our own guides to help us. We are one, we are the tribe of many colors. Our guides will always care for us and they will always support us whatever choices we may make. Do not doubt them, if we do they will still be by our sides. I promise you that whenever we need guidance we can ask our guides for help. It is worth spending some time getting to know them, but you do not need to. In fact; you don't have to do anything but to listen. But if and when we do ask questions it would be foolish not to listen for answers, right?
To realize that we live in a world created as an illusion based on fear is another big case to brake. When we do, I think a natural response may be guilt for being a part of this creation. First step will be learning to forgive ourselves for how we pass on so much expectation and judgement instead of love and joy. You are in no right - what so ever - to make this false truths for others(!) Since you have never really known the truth and you have created stories based on fear you have been a big part of the sleeping fear-based world. This fear keeps you from jumping back into the river, to forgive yourself is the easiest way to reconnect - your guides can help you with this. All you have to do is to ask the right questions and listen to the answer. Have no doubt, the answer will come to you but not necessarily with a prophet around the corner or an angel with white wings and a glory over his head. It is a lot more likely to be your drunk neighbor yelling to her kids or the through the conversation on the table next to you. It might be through the next song on the radio or trough a shivering in your body or maybe the goosebumps on your arm? However the answer comes to you - you will have to choose to listen. Do not ask questions you do not want the answer to because you will get them and they might just take you deeper into your fear, into denial and further away from the river and the real world. You know what they say; you get what you ask for. It's your job to feel what is right and what is not.
Be aware of energythiefs. Not everyone want us to wake up and will do anything in their power to stop the awakening. Whatever you do: Do not fear them, they can not win! But please be aware that they exist and that they are many and everywhere - it is important that you block them out. They can be the loud speaker in the restaurant or the character you remember as the class-bully. It can basically be anyone. They are fairly easy to recognize because you will never have a good feeling while being close to one. Most likely they will make you feel like you would want to leave the place or like your head get heavy or the situation frustrating. Notice how other people around you react to the change in energy. They can stop you from thinking positive or push you to think a certain way by having an overly loud conversation with their "bud". Think about it; they showed up when you where feeling good, read; having a nice float down the river - now by stealing your good energy they pushed you up on dry land and gave you loads of new fear to deal with in return. Most energythiefs I have encountered in my life is beyond what I can do to help them, they will never come around and there is not much we can do - but some will, they require a lot of work (I rarely find it worth my time) but when I have the strength or when the person is a friend I will try, you will know relatively quick if it is worth it. Try just to ask the person to shut their mouth and start listening, but I make no promises some souls are just too confused, not beyond repair but they as you have to do their own work. Most important of all; do not be an energy-thief! If you are confused and full of fear and at the same time have a strong energy, do not act on it. Work with yourself and make sure that the energy you put out is pure, peaceful or at least calm. If you need help with this, you can always ask your guides to heal you - they will, that is a promise.
Aman dan cinta,
Jack
Monday, July 30, 2012
Fear nothing but fear itself
I am fascinated by the speed we are moving, it's really going fast these days. This entry is going to cover a large subject with very few words. And if you do not understand it I urge you to search in the text and the world for the truth. I learned from a sister that at a unnamed university all students are required to watch a educational movie on how global warming is all a fake. If this is going on at one state owned university, I bet my ass there are more. I have quite a few notes on schools systems around the world in general and why they should not be what they are and in many cases not exist at all. However, this is not the point of this text. I have been debating myself for a few days whether I should even mention this because it is not important for our growth, rather the opposite. It is the same as asking who put you to sleep and why you were kept sleeping for so long. This is not important for our progress but it do give us quite few rocks to hold on to and this takes time we no longer have, which is exactly what they want. Some things we just have to put down and let go. This is however a great example for exactly how you are being degraded as a human being.
Following this required viewing of the movie, students on campus' intranet of course had a great deal of comments and to my surprise they were all about how the students now was feeling a lot more safe.. (beats me - it's funny how everyone think everyone else is stupid but never look at themselves) It included comments on how all their questions now was answered(?) This is how easy it is to brainwash thousands of people in no time and also the reason I leaned towards bringing it up in this text. Another example is the opening of the Olympics: A company with exclusive rights to air this on US soil is in addition to send it over tree editing hours later than the rest of the world, braking it up with tons of commercials and excluding big highlights of the opening ceremony. They are not at all telling the whole story like it should have been told. This, I guess happened in more countries than the USA, there is of course a bunch of countries that have strict rules for what goes on air. This is an offence against the people and you! I understand it is hard to see what you were never told and even if we can grasp the concept of thinking outside the box; it is not an easy job when you never knew how big the box actually is.
"The whole world is you, yet you keep thinking there is something else"
-Hsueh Feng-
Like I said, I'm not sure how important this is and honestly, it just pisses me off and it makes me feel helpless against the masses of lies. This goes on forever; human leaders of this world have gone out of their way to hide the truth from you and they will protect their secrets with their life. Your power however is that you do not have to listen! You can brake free from this at any time, just say - "I don't believe in these lies". This extend to television in general and social networks. It's easy being sophisticated isn't it? They own the worlds mainstream press and the individual world religions. The controlled masses of humans are growing by the day and many is dying while trying to tell the truth. It takes us back in history to the time were Europe was going through a low-point (very much like today) It was around 1934 - People lost their jobs and families were suffering from hunger. There was no longer "need" for people. Scary thought in this machine-producing world, huh? What used to be a peaceful life suddenly, in a short time, turned bad on the people and one day there was a man named Adolf (with company) that promised them exactly what they wanted to hear, all they had to do was to kill the Jews and the gays and the blacks too and basically everyone they didn't want to see again. They had to rape some women, kill some children to brake down the morals and as long as they got paid they did exactly what they were told. The price: They got to be in important clubs and got a meal-plan for the whole year and best of all, they had a job. They even got to fire weapons and go to other countries to kill and rape people they didn't know or had even heard of. (sounds like the viking age...) Few years later there was installed square boxes in peoples homes that told them exactly what they needed to do and since then the control has grown rapidly. You might think it's out of control but this is not the case, far from it. This is exactly what your supposed to see.
All I'm trying to say here is.. Please do think about your actions and what the reasons are for justifying everything you do. There is no need for looking at how your neighbor do things any more, you know from within when you do right and when you don't. Step carefully and do not let anyone dictate you any longer. This have to stop today. You are free to do whatever you want - by not doing whatever you want - your energy goes to someone else and they are not planning on doing good things with it. Do not let the arguments from the movies, the television and social media kill you, because this is what will happen. The war has already started and it is not a war between countries. It is our so far ultimate fight against evil and fear. You think this is far fetched? It is constructed this way just to keep you away from the truth. It really sounds like a bad movie.
"You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you."
-Eric Hoffer-
I do not want to write about this. For me this is like picking up a fight that never ends, but I've learned that it will. I feel it have to be mentioned in order for us to see in what direction this now old-fashioned world is moving, scratch that - what we are in the middle of. Personally I am shocked that this is not the open conversation in the streets. Of course I do see the headlines and reading between the lines but where is the spokesperson we are all waiting for, right? My ego want me to tell you how I have tried to convince people of this for years. It did not matter what I said, my friends and family kept putting me down. So much that I even started doubting myself. I am down on my knees begging you (I'd lay down and crawl - but that would just seem stupid) for you to see what is going on right in front of our eyes. There is nothing in the world I would rather see than you opening your eyes to the truth. I know it's freaking scary but this is the right time to be scared of the dark. I believe we have to see the controlled hate in order to know what we are braking free from, we humans need a lot of arguments to be convinced.. I have no longer any doubt that I am right in this matter. More and more people are coming to the same conclusion and even if they are scared of talking about it, we do have to face our fears to put them behind us. Fear does not belong in the world of the awaken, it is an illusion created for the sleeping.
Following this required viewing of the movie, students on campus' intranet of course had a great deal of comments and to my surprise they were all about how the students now was feeling a lot more safe.. (beats me - it's funny how everyone think everyone else is stupid but never look at themselves) It included comments on how all their questions now was answered(?) This is how easy it is to brainwash thousands of people in no time and also the reason I leaned towards bringing it up in this text. Another example is the opening of the Olympics: A company with exclusive rights to air this on US soil is in addition to send it over tree editing hours later than the rest of the world, braking it up with tons of commercials and excluding big highlights of the opening ceremony. They are not at all telling the whole story like it should have been told. This, I guess happened in more countries than the USA, there is of course a bunch of countries that have strict rules for what goes on air. This is an offence against the people and you! I understand it is hard to see what you were never told and even if we can grasp the concept of thinking outside the box; it is not an easy job when you never knew how big the box actually is.
"The whole world is you, yet you keep thinking there is something else"
-Hsueh Feng-
Like I said, I'm not sure how important this is and honestly, it just pisses me off and it makes me feel helpless against the masses of lies. This goes on forever; human leaders of this world have gone out of their way to hide the truth from you and they will protect their secrets with their life. Your power however is that you do not have to listen! You can brake free from this at any time, just say - "I don't believe in these lies". This extend to television in general and social networks. It's easy being sophisticated isn't it? They own the worlds mainstream press and the individual world religions. The controlled masses of humans are growing by the day and many is dying while trying to tell the truth. It takes us back in history to the time were Europe was going through a low-point (very much like today) It was around 1934 - People lost their jobs and families were suffering from hunger. There was no longer "need" for people. Scary thought in this machine-producing world, huh? What used to be a peaceful life suddenly, in a short time, turned bad on the people and one day there was a man named Adolf (with company) that promised them exactly what they wanted to hear, all they had to do was to kill the Jews and the gays and the blacks too and basically everyone they didn't want to see again. They had to rape some women, kill some children to brake down the morals and as long as they got paid they did exactly what they were told. The price: They got to be in important clubs and got a meal-plan for the whole year and best of all, they had a job. They even got to fire weapons and go to other countries to kill and rape people they didn't know or had even heard of. (sounds like the viking age...) Few years later there was installed square boxes in peoples homes that told them exactly what they needed to do and since then the control has grown rapidly. You might think it's out of control but this is not the case, far from it. This is exactly what your supposed to see.
All I'm trying to say here is.. Please do think about your actions and what the reasons are for justifying everything you do. There is no need for looking at how your neighbor do things any more, you know from within when you do right and when you don't. Step carefully and do not let anyone dictate you any longer. This have to stop today. You are free to do whatever you want - by not doing whatever you want - your energy goes to someone else and they are not planning on doing good things with it. Do not let the arguments from the movies, the television and social media kill you, because this is what will happen. The war has already started and it is not a war between countries. It is our so far ultimate fight against evil and fear. You think this is far fetched? It is constructed this way just to keep you away from the truth. It really sounds like a bad movie.
"You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you."
-Eric Hoffer-
I do not want to write about this. For me this is like picking up a fight that never ends, but I've learned that it will. I feel it have to be mentioned in order for us to see in what direction this now old-fashioned world is moving, scratch that - what we are in the middle of. Personally I am shocked that this is not the open conversation in the streets. Of course I do see the headlines and reading between the lines but where is the spokesperson we are all waiting for, right? My ego want me to tell you how I have tried to convince people of this for years. It did not matter what I said, my friends and family kept putting me down. So much that I even started doubting myself. I am down on my knees begging you (I'd lay down and crawl - but that would just seem stupid) for you to see what is going on right in front of our eyes. There is nothing in the world I would rather see than you opening your eyes to the truth. I know it's freaking scary but this is the right time to be scared of the dark. I believe we have to see the controlled hate in order to know what we are braking free from, we humans need a lot of arguments to be convinced.. I have no longer any doubt that I am right in this matter. More and more people are coming to the same conclusion and even if they are scared of talking about it, we do have to face our fears to put them behind us. Fear does not belong in the world of the awaken, it is an illusion created for the sleeping.
Pushing forward
We have to start living from our hearts and wake up as soon as possible. I say this knowing that it can also be dangerous to wake up too fast, this is important to know because striving for energy can be just as harmful. If our human bodies get too much of the energy at once it will not be able to cope with it, it can be flow-stopping and even fatal. A little bit every day is all that is needed and is also what you are getting. It is a controlled process. I also know that I myself, still is very much searching for the answer to the future. I spend a lot, a whole lot of my energy exploring and making sure I take my steps on the road and not tumbling in the dark. The road, of course, have been walked by many before us and they left their clues and signs, you may call it whatever you want - but I prefer the ancient reference to the river - it's a lot more accurate than the road. I have talked to people far ahead in the river and I can turn around and see masses of people behind us. We are all special and I can say and believe that - knowing that we are all special as one.
Part of my journey is to share what I feel, what I see and what I know - this is what I do, and what my guides want me to do. There are still times where I let my ego be in charge of my path - when this happens I do not have a good feeling inside and neither will people I interact with. If my writings do not apply to you, try reading somewhere else. If you already understand things I write about I am truly delighted for you and I honestly can't wait to see what you got for me. I read more and more stories and books on awakening. Mostly all the short stories I read - written by young and upcoming writers, they are packed with new and inspiring information about the future and ourselves. At the same time I have read books that in a way have expired for me as an individual. I do understand if this information is not for you. But it still might have something for you and since you are reading this - It probably do.
I believe it to be true that we were all awake until we were born. We then was intentionally put to sleep by those who sent us here and by the ones that received us. The world was not ready for our awakening like it is now. Until now we have been meaning to sleep, but now it is time for you to wake up. It is important to know that you are not alone in this awakening, everyone that now listen will hear the calling to arise and be in tune with Mother Earth and in peace with ourself. Believe that with a peaceful awakening you will not suffer more than necessary. Like mentioned; it is important to travel slowly as we wake up. Stressing in the morning is not a good way to greet the new day, take your time waking up, please.
The picture is created that living forever is a very bad thing. This is only true in the world you see today - the known physical world where humans are in power of energies they do not understand. A world where overpowering leaders of the world strives to keep you asleep so that they may keep harvesting from humans rather than the earth that was given to us. If you listen to your guides within you and everyone, you will see that awake from this, life is eternal. Whilst being asleep is surely going to kill you faster than any war or government medicine *small joke*. However; nobody will ever make you do anything - it was your choice to come to this planet, to this life. It was your choice to be a gardener of earth and it has been your choice how you approached and are approaching this task. In retrospect it's too easy to say that everything was just put on you - This is true to some extent, since our choices are also being altered by the choices of others. I know there is a lot of choices out there but bottom line is: It is your choice to go through the awakening and it's your choice to be in peace with yourself and everyone.
You are also making a choice by choosing not to make a choice (I heard that in a song) Be aware of when you make your choices, because as you are awakening - yes you are! The choices you make get to be more and more important. Also try to be in tune while you make your choices and do them when you feel happy and when you feel in peace with yourself. If you ask me what you should do, even though I personally don't believe in giving advice I will answer you this: Choose to be love. Love everything and everyone, even the things you hate. Love is ten times stronger than hate and even though hate is still the overpowering feeling around us, we are about to change this with or without you - but of course we want you on board.
Brake free trough love and know that as long as you are asleep you can not feel love. Be in tune - feel peace, because with peace the river floats. You can not wake up while holding on to a rock or by trying to get off the river. Progress is only made and felt while drifting in peace. Of course you should be aware of any obstacles like strong currents and rapids that tries to get you under. Please be in peace, keep your head over water and feel the water surrounding you. If you hit a rock, and you will - cause the river is full of them and with little peace and love comes little water an so the rocks will be greater. Make sure to not hold on to it, let it go and let the stream lead you to where you're supposed to go. If you do get off, remember that the river does go on without you, but you can at any time jump back in.
Now, You should also know that as you awake you get more powerful for every second in clock-time. Every moment in the river will give you a feeling of having the whole world inside and around you, while being on a rock is exactly what it sounds like. Why would you put yourself through that suffering any longer? You know that being awake or in tune you have access to all the world and everyone at the same time. You have access to everything and everyone and there is no need to feel alone because you are it. You are floating toward the big ocean where we all connect in the end. Leave fear behind. Fear is like hate, the pure symbol of being stuck on a rock. You need to learn how to restore your peace and have no doubt when I say that you can lose it just as fast as you can restore it. It probably happens several times a day. The trick here is to know when you have peace within and when you don't. You can not move forward while being unbalanced. Do practice to feel where you are in the river. Notice if the stream is steady, where it runs faster and where it slows down. Be aware of other spirits travel next to you and learn how to grow together. Waking up together is not only more fun - it builds stronger energy. Make no mistake about it, not everyone are able to wake up, but you are.
Lay down in the grass somewhere (you don't even have to do this physically, but it might help) Just relax yourself, take a few breaths and let your body calm down. Slowly imagine your legs disappear. Then slowly do the same to your arms, stomach, chest and in the end; your head - just vanishing. Now, feel. you are still there. You do not need your body to be for you to exist.
Keep in mind that it is very easy to recognize whenever you are not floating down the river. Fear, helplessness, anxiety, depression and other states of mind are easily recognizable feelings. As you might already have noticed: it's nothing like the feeling of love. Let's build love together, all of us. Let us make hate and fear go away once and for all. You may of course choose to stay behind, it's your right. After all; this is your life, this is your creation - but that's also what it is; a creation. It's a dream and a illusion with glimpses of reality all over it, and you know this is the truth, I do not know will happen to it as we rise once again. It do of course have a lot of wonderful things to it, like I said: it contains glimpses of reality.
Keep your head up!
Jack
Part of my journey is to share what I feel, what I see and what I know - this is what I do, and what my guides want me to do. There are still times where I let my ego be in charge of my path - when this happens I do not have a good feeling inside and neither will people I interact with. If my writings do not apply to you, try reading somewhere else. If you already understand things I write about I am truly delighted for you and I honestly can't wait to see what you got for me. I read more and more stories and books on awakening. Mostly all the short stories I read - written by young and upcoming writers, they are packed with new and inspiring information about the future and ourselves. At the same time I have read books that in a way have expired for me as an individual. I do understand if this information is not for you. But it still might have something for you and since you are reading this - It probably do.
I believe it to be true that we were all awake until we were born. We then was intentionally put to sleep by those who sent us here and by the ones that received us. The world was not ready for our awakening like it is now. Until now we have been meaning to sleep, but now it is time for you to wake up. It is important to know that you are not alone in this awakening, everyone that now listen will hear the calling to arise and be in tune with Mother Earth and in peace with ourself. Believe that with a peaceful awakening you will not suffer more than necessary. Like mentioned; it is important to travel slowly as we wake up. Stressing in the morning is not a good way to greet the new day, take your time waking up, please.
The picture is created that living forever is a very bad thing. This is only true in the world you see today - the known physical world where humans are in power of energies they do not understand. A world where overpowering leaders of the world strives to keep you asleep so that they may keep harvesting from humans rather than the earth that was given to us. If you listen to your guides within you and everyone, you will see that awake from this, life is eternal. Whilst being asleep is surely going to kill you faster than any war or government medicine *small joke*. However; nobody will ever make you do anything - it was your choice to come to this planet, to this life. It was your choice to be a gardener of earth and it has been your choice how you approached and are approaching this task. In retrospect it's too easy to say that everything was just put on you - This is true to some extent, since our choices are also being altered by the choices of others. I know there is a lot of choices out there but bottom line is: It is your choice to go through the awakening and it's your choice to be in peace with yourself and everyone.
You are also making a choice by choosing not to make a choice (I heard that in a song) Be aware of when you make your choices, because as you are awakening - yes you are! The choices you make get to be more and more important. Also try to be in tune while you make your choices and do them when you feel happy and when you feel in peace with yourself. If you ask me what you should do, even though I personally don't believe in giving advice I will answer you this: Choose to be love. Love everything and everyone, even the things you hate. Love is ten times stronger than hate and even though hate is still the overpowering feeling around us, we are about to change this with or without you - but of course we want you on board.
Brake free trough love and know that as long as you are asleep you can not feel love. Be in tune - feel peace, because with peace the river floats. You can not wake up while holding on to a rock or by trying to get off the river. Progress is only made and felt while drifting in peace. Of course you should be aware of any obstacles like strong currents and rapids that tries to get you under. Please be in peace, keep your head over water and feel the water surrounding you. If you hit a rock, and you will - cause the river is full of them and with little peace and love comes little water an so the rocks will be greater. Make sure to not hold on to it, let it go and let the stream lead you to where you're supposed to go. If you do get off, remember that the river does go on without you, but you can at any time jump back in.
Now, You should also know that as you awake you get more powerful for every second in clock-time. Every moment in the river will give you a feeling of having the whole world inside and around you, while being on a rock is exactly what it sounds like. Why would you put yourself through that suffering any longer? You know that being awake or in tune you have access to all the world and everyone at the same time. You have access to everything and everyone and there is no need to feel alone because you are it. You are floating toward the big ocean where we all connect in the end. Leave fear behind. Fear is like hate, the pure symbol of being stuck on a rock. You need to learn how to restore your peace and have no doubt when I say that you can lose it just as fast as you can restore it. It probably happens several times a day. The trick here is to know when you have peace within and when you don't. You can not move forward while being unbalanced. Do practice to feel where you are in the river. Notice if the stream is steady, where it runs faster and where it slows down. Be aware of other spirits travel next to you and learn how to grow together. Waking up together is not only more fun - it builds stronger energy. Make no mistake about it, not everyone are able to wake up, but you are.
Lay down in the grass somewhere (you don't even have to do this physically, but it might help) Just relax yourself, take a few breaths and let your body calm down. Slowly imagine your legs disappear. Then slowly do the same to your arms, stomach, chest and in the end; your head - just vanishing. Now, feel. you are still there. You do not need your body to be for you to exist.
Keep in mind that it is very easy to recognize whenever you are not floating down the river. Fear, helplessness, anxiety, depression and other states of mind are easily recognizable feelings. As you might already have noticed: it's nothing like the feeling of love. Let's build love together, all of us. Let us make hate and fear go away once and for all. You may of course choose to stay behind, it's your right. After all; this is your life, this is your creation - but that's also what it is; a creation. It's a dream and a illusion with glimpses of reality all over it, and you know this is the truth, I do not know will happen to it as we rise once again. It do of course have a lot of wonderful things to it, like I said: it contains glimpses of reality.
Keep your head up!
Jack
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Every big problem was at one time a wee disturbance.
What would you attempt to do, if you knew you could not fail? You have to believe you can do anything you put your mind to but believing is not all, you have to feel and act as well. When we learn something new, unless you have a mental disability like religion, stuck in life or no brain at all, there is no reason why you shouldn't make it big in whatever it is you've just learned. Life is funny that way, problem often is that we tend to do what other people put in our mind instead, it's just easier. In fact - humans forfeit something like tree fourth of ourselves to be like others, often more, sadly in some cases; everything. I really wish for everyone to be able to make their own choices as long as it does not hurt others. Personally, I no longer know how to communicate with totally lost cases. They are just to far off and the distance between us grows with me. Strangely enough I don't have any of those in my life any more, except from the ones passing me on the street. The block-button do exist in real life too, even though you, like me, should never be the one to use it unless the person is hurting you. This because we all play the same game but being different players we have
"People demand freedom of speech as a compensation for the freedom of thought which they seldom use."
-Soren Kierkegaard-
I can tell it is a somewhat hard job to never forget who we are, but just as easy. Not to be confused with remembering who we are.. guys? To say that nothing is set in life we evolve around constant expanding change. As individuals this is not completely true or at least it didn't use to be - our lifespan has just been to short for big changes to happen within one single generation. What was before does not have to be any longer. Of course, I do understand that this is hard for a lot of people just because it's so much easier to not care and/or stop learning. It's also part of the job description of being human. However - make no mistake, nobody made you apply for this job and with a very strict management that need to make change rapidly due to an amazing growth in unimaginable short time and a union that don't give a shit, you will get fired. Even worse; forgotten or ignored. Let us not forget in the middle of all this, in addition to be an employee, you are also the boss. Confused? It's about what you are going to do with the short time you have left on this earth. And it is still true that you have to be the change you want to see in this world.
"I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones." - Einstein
Forget time, forget place and please whatever you do; don't hold back! A stitch in time would have confused Einstein and even though he was ahead of his time he was also just a human on earth with dreams and a crazy hair, we got some wild photographs to prove that he was. Be spontaneous and open, don't plan to be. Planning to be spontaneous is like walking to the store to buy a six-pack. Do worry, your government or those in charge do understand this; being drunk or high is the only way, unless your a bit of an artsy person, they'll let you live out your spontaneous behavior without making a mess about being on their land, just make sure that gangs catch you. Those brainwashed to ensure you're not in danger of hurting the leaders or their politics, cause they do have a block-button. To make sure we go forward we ought to remember that fools rush in where fools have been before. Be bigger than that! Be your own strong person and know yourself well enough to survive the coming storms. We're not supposed to focus on the future, like Einstein said himself: Future will come soon enough. This does not mean we are to live in history or even yesterday, because that's procrastination.
Jack
"People demand freedom of speech as a compensation for the freedom of thought which they seldom use."
-Soren Kierkegaard-
I can tell it is a somewhat hard job to never forget who we are, but just as easy. Not to be confused with remembering who we are.. guys? To say that nothing is set in life we evolve around constant expanding change. As individuals this is not completely true or at least it didn't use to be - our lifespan has just been to short for big changes to happen within one single generation. What was before does not have to be any longer. Of course, I do understand that this is hard for a lot of people just because it's so much easier to not care and/or stop learning. It's also part of the job description of being human. However - make no mistake, nobody made you apply for this job and with a very strict management that need to make change rapidly due to an amazing growth in unimaginable short time and a union that don't give a shit, you will get fired. Even worse; forgotten or ignored. Let us not forget in the middle of all this, in addition to be an employee, you are also the boss. Confused? It's about what you are going to do with the short time you have left on this earth. And it is still true that you have to be the change you want to see in this world.
"I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones." - Einstein
Forget time, forget place and please whatever you do; don't hold back! A stitch in time would have confused Einstein and even though he was ahead of his time he was also just a human on earth with dreams and a crazy hair, we got some wild photographs to prove that he was. Be spontaneous and open, don't plan to be. Planning to be spontaneous is like walking to the store to buy a six-pack. Do worry, your government or those in charge do understand this; being drunk or high is the only way, unless your a bit of an artsy person, they'll let you live out your spontaneous behavior without making a mess about being on their land, just make sure that gangs catch you. Those brainwashed to ensure you're not in danger of hurting the leaders or their politics, cause they do have a block-button. To make sure we go forward we ought to remember that fools rush in where fools have been before. Be bigger than that! Be your own strong person and know yourself well enough to survive the coming storms. We're not supposed to focus on the future, like Einstein said himself: Future will come soon enough. This does not mean we are to live in history or even yesterday, because that's procrastination.
Jack
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Why is this thus? What is the reason for this thusness?
While the temperature, weather like storms and drought.. When the environment in general is fucked up most places all over the planet and has been this way for years I do get pissed reading news on how today's newspapers use words like "worrisome toward the future" talking about icebergs melting. The flashing lights would've told us this as bees started to disappear years ago. We are killing mother earth, our planet. Scientists, leaders, hippies and weather-people have tried to tell us this for years. But despite this real treat and warning given to us - we are still debating whether or not this is actually happening. Let's just call it for what it is; good old fashion collective denial. I do understand of course. Our governmental living all over the world have made it clear to us that getting good grades in school, earning lots of money and building a one house family and have a nice furnished house with tons of friends that keep telling us lies is what it's all about, and yes - sadly, in many cultures for a long time this have been the truth. Problem is; it has just become to easy to say that "much will have more" And it's not wrong either, it's just a one track deception. Because even though we know it's not true, our brain will make it reality because it's all we see every day. And why shouldn't we make ourself this safe bubble? This is a funny thing about our brain - it does not see the difference between a lie and a truth. We constantly teach our brain about what tomorrow should be. This means that if you constantly let your brain be fed with information from one source and chose to let this happen it will become reality - your reality. Say you read the newspaper every day and believe every single word in it, without even bother to check the sources, you are easily misled. Doing this knowing that most press-offices all around the world are corrupt and also in large run by the same people - it just becomes stupidity, very much like believing there is just one book of truth.
Your reality, however, will just function up to a certain point. Insanity is what you get if this tree-level reality(!) cannot make the connection to the following levels of.. okay, let's use the word; consciousness. Most of us that get the chance (or are able to even read what I'm writing) don't even get passed the first level. They can try but were never thought how to ground themselves or let's say they maybe, of course without blaming society, God forbid - got misled. Say they do get passed the grounding-part of themselves, and many of us do - don't get me wrong, but then comes the next witch is about how you act in specific relationships with others, in essence. Getting the first two down is essential for you to learn the third witch in main represent your own viewing of you, your ego basically. This will make up your persona but there is still a long way to go - for now follows the levels of consciousness that we all share. I'm not even touching the surface here, but again; it's time for you to do your own work. You cannot cheat on this. When all your levels, colors or teachings (depending on where you come from or what you believe) are in sync, common for all of them is that when combined together will, just like a rainbow, form a clear blank white light. The LGBT-version of the rainbow also refered to as the freedom flag was created in 1978. Originally it also include the colors pink, symbolizing sex and turquoise, symbolizing magic and art. However, one year later, those two colors was removed from the flag and indigo was replaced with royal blue for practical reasons.. Of course; according to the christian bible the rainbow was created as a sign to Noah that there would never again be a world wide flood. So how about those polar caps melting? I find this worrisome too. I would think that just like on airplanes you don't have to worry until you see the flight attendants do. Let's say the same goes for our leaders in charge and their agencies.
"This was so extraordinary that at first I questioned the result: was this real or was it due to data error?"
-NASA's Son Nghiem-
Let us at least pretend it's not already to late,
Jack
Your reality, however, will just function up to a certain point. Insanity is what you get if this tree-level reality(!) cannot make the connection to the following levels of.. okay, let's use the word; consciousness. Most of us that get the chance (or are able to even read what I'm writing) don't even get passed the first level. They can try but were never thought how to ground themselves or let's say they maybe, of course without blaming society, God forbid - got misled. Say they do get passed the grounding-part of themselves, and many of us do - don't get me wrong, but then comes the next witch is about how you act in specific relationships with others, in essence. Getting the first two down is essential for you to learn the third witch in main represent your own viewing of you, your ego basically. This will make up your persona but there is still a long way to go - for now follows the levels of consciousness that we all share. I'm not even touching the surface here, but again; it's time for you to do your own work. You cannot cheat on this. When all your levels, colors or teachings (depending on where you come from or what you believe) are in sync, common for all of them is that when combined together will, just like a rainbow, form a clear blank white light. The LGBT-version of the rainbow also refered to as the freedom flag was created in 1978. Originally it also include the colors pink, symbolizing sex and turquoise, symbolizing magic and art. However, one year later, those two colors was removed from the flag and indigo was replaced with royal blue for practical reasons.. Of course; according to the christian bible the rainbow was created as a sign to Noah that there would never again be a world wide flood. So how about those polar caps melting? I find this worrisome too. I would think that just like on airplanes you don't have to worry until you see the flight attendants do. Let's say the same goes for our leaders in charge and their agencies.
"This was so extraordinary that at first I questioned the result: was this real or was it due to data error?"
-NASA's Son Nghiem-
Let us at least pretend it's not already to late,
Jack
Monday, July 23, 2012
The center of the earth can be anywhere
If I tell you the truth, chances are you're not going to believe it anyway. I've learned that when you walk through a storm, you shall hold your head up high and don't be afraid of the dark. This storm is far from over and I do feel very much afraid of the dark. I know you are too, but it's not always easy to see a butterfly on a distance, even if somebody is pointing it out to you. Butterflies are best seen at daytime of course, they tend to sleep at night. Holding my head high is a totally different story, it kinda depends on what kind of darkness that surrounds me. But just like the monarch butterflies know six generations ahead where to go I believe the same is true for humans. Our problem is that we don't have an official documented record for our earlier paths which of course make it a lot harder to see the whole picture. It does however not mean it's not there. If you know how to connect to your genetic you and follow your stream of generations back, you might just be looking at your future. All knowledge is within you and your life is based on the capacity of energy inside of you, not outside of you. This knowledge let me walk with my head high - most of the time.
Funny thing is; I don't have to tell you the truth because you already know it! Now, you can always choose to listen - and my truth is not necessarily yours, visa versa. When it comes to our common side of the truth however - the one that runs in what we mathematically can refer to as the fourth dimension and upwards; we all share the same chaos of all our realities. Explaining all dimensions here will take a long blog, which is why I'll do something I rarely do; adding a link. It is purely mathematical but will explain a lot of the basics of dimensions if you still don't know how to search within yourself. It is not even important to know all of this, but I cannot say it enough: Please do your own research, you don't have to take my word for any of it, make it your own. At latest today I was reminded that it's not the planning itself that is the important part, but it would be stupid not to listen to experience of others. Mother earth has her way of teaching us the hard way when we do it wrong. Never doubt your own powers as your own ruler, coexist and listen to your inner voice. Do not let human-created religions (whether it is in the name of God, Fashion, Buddha, Politics or ANY other) overpower your abilities or cloud your way of seeing the real truth of what you already know from deep inside yourself. You don't have to dismiss them either, they all have their sense of truth but they are all open for interpretation where your genes and genetic saved history is not. Remember that all religious writings, just like anything else you read, are written, edited, told by mouth, edited again and finally edited some more before someone else's toughs of what will be the best for your understanding is editing the text before you read it. I know that just to get the right information about today's world-news I will have to check at least five newspapers online plus the paper version in my local coffee shop. What makes you think it's any different in religious writings? Together they are collective works from around the world, seen together... well it can still be hard to not see the forest for all the trees, but who are to say that you can't just walk into the freakin' forest and feel it all yourself?
"In great affairs men show themselves as they wish to be seen; in small
things they show themselves as they are."
-Nicholas Chamfort-
When you do this, understands it and truly get the concept of who you (we) are and why, I can or will not promise you that you'll be happy or pleased. But I never asked you to be either. I, myself, am a truth-seeker and part of this is also to pay it forward. But there is no point in going on unless we speak the same language or as a monk might will put it "reach the same level of consciousness". We really are all the same but still very different in our ways of getting there. I just want to make sure that we all get there, it's just part of what we're here to do. Don't be scared, this is supposed to be a happy time and don't even try to believe that you're not part of it like everything dead or alive that ever existed.
Funny thing is; I don't have to tell you the truth because you already know it! Now, you can always choose to listen - and my truth is not necessarily yours, visa versa. When it comes to our common side of the truth however - the one that runs in what we mathematically can refer to as the fourth dimension and upwards; we all share the same chaos of all our realities. Explaining all dimensions here will take a long blog, which is why I'll do something I rarely do; adding a link. It is purely mathematical but will explain a lot of the basics of dimensions if you still don't know how to search within yourself. It is not even important to know all of this, but I cannot say it enough: Please do your own research, you don't have to take my word for any of it, make it your own. At latest today I was reminded that it's not the planning itself that is the important part, but it would be stupid not to listen to experience of others. Mother earth has her way of teaching us the hard way when we do it wrong. Never doubt your own powers as your own ruler, coexist and listen to your inner voice. Do not let human-created religions (whether it is in the name of God, Fashion, Buddha, Politics or ANY other) overpower your abilities or cloud your way of seeing the real truth of what you already know from deep inside yourself. You don't have to dismiss them either, they all have their sense of truth but they are all open for interpretation where your genes and genetic saved history is not. Remember that all religious writings, just like anything else you read, are written, edited, told by mouth, edited again and finally edited some more before someone else's toughs of what will be the best for your understanding is editing the text before you read it. I know that just to get the right information about today's world-news I will have to check at least five newspapers online plus the paper version in my local coffee shop. What makes you think it's any different in religious writings? Together they are collective works from around the world, seen together... well it can still be hard to not see the forest for all the trees, but who are to say that you can't just walk into the freakin' forest and feel it all yourself?
"In great affairs men show themselves as they wish to be seen; in small
things they show themselves as they are."
-Nicholas Chamfort-
When you do this, understands it and truly get the concept of who you (we) are and why, I can or will not promise you that you'll be happy or pleased. But I never asked you to be either. I, myself, am a truth-seeker and part of this is also to pay it forward. But there is no point in going on unless we speak the same language or as a monk might will put it "reach the same level of consciousness". We really are all the same but still very different in our ways of getting there. I just want to make sure that we all get there, it's just part of what we're here to do. Don't be scared, this is supposed to be a happy time and don't even try to believe that you're not part of it like everything dead or alive that ever existed.
Friday, July 20, 2012
Leave me on a desert island
I've
always found the whole idea of being left on a desert island
interesting. First of all; I believe that all things are alive and in
symbiosis with me. This includes trees and grass, creatures in the sand
and so on. Being alone is going to be a lot harder than first imagined.
I would compromise to agree that pure sand is not alive so find me an
island with just dead sand an I would gladly spend a few weeks to
understand the real feeling of being alone. The closest I've been is
spending days alone in the mountain. But then again, among trees,
berries, wind, sun and animals I was never alone, in fact - I've never
felt more connected.
"When a person can no longer laugh at himself, it is time for others to laugh at him."
-Thomas Szasz-
Humans sometimes lack a quality that nature has naturally. It is pure goodness which is very real in nature. Instead we have developed an ego that blocks us from develop our intuition. Humans need to learn how to rid themselves of their ego, fast. Because however we'd like to look at it time is running out, rapidly faster by the hour. We once had all the time in the world to make these changes, but that is now in the past. We cannot any longer limit ourselves we have to join nature in order to survive. If we get rid of our ego we take away the limits and become infinite in tact with nature. As of now we are limiting instead of loving and uplifting each other.
I'm generalizing and I shouldn't. But I'm not writing this for those of us that already got the point and can feel the energy I'm talking about. I'm talking to the searchers and confused souls out there. I'm not pointing fingers because most of us will get it sooner or later, but it's time for you to change and put your ego away. This time not only for an hour or two but for all future. I ask you this because we are all connected and I need you all to do so. This way we can stand stronger and tall in the name of love. If you can not understand what I'm trying to tell you, you're eye has been clouded by the wrong energies. This is a pretty common perception to have in our time but like I've said there is no longer time for this in our reality. We have no choice but to take a stand. It's not about blame but it is an fact that evil is easier to feel than love but just as with everything else in life there is nothing that can't be learned. Even our own body can teach you this. Just think about how many muscles you use to smile verses what you use in a grim face. Of course, not projecting feelings at all requires a minimum. Then again don't forget that despite all our differences we all have the same distance between our eyes. I need you to figure this out asap.
The confusion you are feeling and the uncertainty is stealing the good energies and are making them bad, I can't watch this no longer. I see sponges of people everywhere I go like nothing I've ever seen before. Searching for answers you are emptying me. I will not hold back on my energy. I can, yes, but it's not me and it never was. Problem is I only have limited of energy before I have to recharge, I plead you again; please learn how to control yourselves.
I understand it might feel scary and lonely, but know that you are not alone and the fear is equal for both sides. There is no need of being an ignorant asshole, cause it won't suit you. Time of playing characters are out. We are entering a time where secrets no longer exist and life really do. It is time for us to listen to our forefathers and mothers, anything else would be ignorant and selfish. Jump yourself a thousand year into the future and think back. How do you feel about all the research done today is just overseen and not much cared about at all? Don't you ever wonder how ancient cultures all over this planet came to very much the same conclusions as we do today and even more interesting, they did it without internet or any human made communication. The answers to all our questions is just around the corner. Not in time, but in you.
Remember also; our truths does not have to be the same but the result will be. Love everything and everyone because that's what you are meant to do. As I wrote this there was a person sitting behind me talking to his date about how everyone has to learn their own way and get burned. I read people fairly well, I know he was talking about himself, especially because I met his eyes in the middle of his conversation. Now, I could have said something but decided not to, after all he was on a date and needed to pull his self esteem up just to trust himself enough to make a conversation. I promise you this, when you are content to be yourself and don't compare or compete everybody will respect you. Be proud of who you are, because this is how you take care of everyone else and build energy instead of using it. When this is said, make sure it's the right one.
If you own an island like this I would love to go there and plant a few seeds, just to maybe stop the erosion. It's important but as we speak icebergs are breaking loose from glaciers and the sea level is rising in a speed never ever recorded before. Time is running out, we have to take action now, today.
Jack
"When a person can no longer laugh at himself, it is time for others to laugh at him."
-Thomas Szasz-
Humans sometimes lack a quality that nature has naturally. It is pure goodness which is very real in nature. Instead we have developed an ego that blocks us from develop our intuition. Humans need to learn how to rid themselves of their ego, fast. Because however we'd like to look at it time is running out, rapidly faster by the hour. We once had all the time in the world to make these changes, but that is now in the past. We cannot any longer limit ourselves we have to join nature in order to survive. If we get rid of our ego we take away the limits and become infinite in tact with nature. As of now we are limiting instead of loving and uplifting each other.
I'm generalizing and I shouldn't. But I'm not writing this for those of us that already got the point and can feel the energy I'm talking about. I'm talking to the searchers and confused souls out there. I'm not pointing fingers because most of us will get it sooner or later, but it's time for you to change and put your ego away. This time not only for an hour or two but for all future. I ask you this because we are all connected and I need you all to do so. This way we can stand stronger and tall in the name of love. If you can not understand what I'm trying to tell you, you're eye has been clouded by the wrong energies. This is a pretty common perception to have in our time but like I've said there is no longer time for this in our reality. We have no choice but to take a stand. It's not about blame but it is an fact that evil is easier to feel than love but just as with everything else in life there is nothing that can't be learned. Even our own body can teach you this. Just think about how many muscles you use to smile verses what you use in a grim face. Of course, not projecting feelings at all requires a minimum. Then again don't forget that despite all our differences we all have the same distance between our eyes. I need you to figure this out asap.
The confusion you are feeling and the uncertainty is stealing the good energies and are making them bad, I can't watch this no longer. I see sponges of people everywhere I go like nothing I've ever seen before. Searching for answers you are emptying me. I will not hold back on my energy. I can, yes, but it's not me and it never was. Problem is I only have limited of energy before I have to recharge, I plead you again; please learn how to control yourselves.
I understand it might feel scary and lonely, but know that you are not alone and the fear is equal for both sides. There is no need of being an ignorant asshole, cause it won't suit you. Time of playing characters are out. We are entering a time where secrets no longer exist and life really do. It is time for us to listen to our forefathers and mothers, anything else would be ignorant and selfish. Jump yourself a thousand year into the future and think back. How do you feel about all the research done today is just overseen and not much cared about at all? Don't you ever wonder how ancient cultures all over this planet came to very much the same conclusions as we do today and even more interesting, they did it without internet or any human made communication. The answers to all our questions is just around the corner. Not in time, but in you.
Remember also; our truths does not have to be the same but the result will be. Love everything and everyone because that's what you are meant to do. As I wrote this there was a person sitting behind me talking to his date about how everyone has to learn their own way and get burned. I read people fairly well, I know he was talking about himself, especially because I met his eyes in the middle of his conversation. Now, I could have said something but decided not to, after all he was on a date and needed to pull his self esteem up just to trust himself enough to make a conversation. I promise you this, when you are content to be yourself and don't compare or compete everybody will respect you. Be proud of who you are, because this is how you take care of everyone else and build energy instead of using it. When this is said, make sure it's the right one.
If you own an island like this I would love to go there and plant a few seeds, just to maybe stop the erosion. It's important but as we speak icebergs are breaking loose from glaciers and the sea level is rising in a speed never ever recorded before. Time is running out, we have to take action now, today.
Jack
Thursday, July 19, 2012
How the river came to trust the wind
There once was an ancient river winding it's way trough the mountains where it was picking up speed and traveling happily. It ran down from green hills of trees and flowers in every
imaginary shape and color. Ending in the enormous water the people called the
ocean and was home to some very important building bricks on what was
known as Terra. This big blue-green river was source of water for a
numerous of living creatures and was just as loved as it was important
for life to happen. One day the river find it's channeling getting
narrower and shallower before it comes to a stop. Where there once used
to be green grass and fields of flowers there was now a gray, sandy
dessert. The river began to worry; what would happen to it when it met
up with the big dry dessert. Surely enough the river came to an stop
and could no longer reach the ocean. It just didn't know how to cross
this enormous barrier made of an impossible material. For what had happened there was many reasons but
it was not looking for anything to blame. Not knowing what to do, the
river stopped. It had never met a problem like this in it's whole
existence. The river had always been able to trust itself to bring the fresh,
clean water all the way to the ocean.
The wind watched the river struggling and offered it help "Allow me to carry you up and transport you safely to the other side, where you can continue your journey." The river of course was not used to talking to thin air. "But how can I trust you? I don't know you. Besides how can you possibly help me travel this distance and still let me keep my identity?" The wind replied "It seems to me that you are in a rather impossible situation here. This dessert is just too big for you to cross over by yourself. I am the only one that can help you! You have to choose if you want to stay here and live a short and rather dry life, without any friends or you can take a chance and allow yourself to trust me. But I know, that on the other side of this dessert you will be able to continue on, not only for your own sake but everyone that you are nurturing as well."
As the desperate river heard the wind's words and understood that to overcome this obstacle it would have to trust in something outside itself and finally allowed the wind to lift it up from the earth and transport it in thick heavy clouds before it was let down in a distant mountain across the dessert where it fell as sweet and gentle rain. From there it continued it's journey toward the ocean.
Jack
"Nobody believes the official spokesman... but everybody trusts an unidentified source."
-Ron Nesen-
***
Now, I always wanted to know how these hieroglyphs from the Abydos-temple can contain a helicopter, a submarine and a spaceship, plus some weird shit we haven't thought of yet. Not because I particularly enjoy conspiracy-theories, but they are funny. Thing is; for the most we know the answers to all our history already, by searching inside ourselves. But there is something about these hieroglyphs I find intriguing.
The wind watched the river struggling and offered it help "Allow me to carry you up and transport you safely to the other side, where you can continue your journey." The river of course was not used to talking to thin air. "But how can I trust you? I don't know you. Besides how can you possibly help me travel this distance and still let me keep my identity?" The wind replied "It seems to me that you are in a rather impossible situation here. This dessert is just too big for you to cross over by yourself. I am the only one that can help you! You have to choose if you want to stay here and live a short and rather dry life, without any friends or you can take a chance and allow yourself to trust me. But I know, that on the other side of this dessert you will be able to continue on, not only for your own sake but everyone that you are nurturing as well."
As the desperate river heard the wind's words and understood that to overcome this obstacle it would have to trust in something outside itself and finally allowed the wind to lift it up from the earth and transport it in thick heavy clouds before it was let down in a distant mountain across the dessert where it fell as sweet and gentle rain. From there it continued it's journey toward the ocean.
Jack
"Nobody believes the official spokesman... but everybody trusts an unidentified source."
-Ron Nesen-
***
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Hey you, on the rock!
I
love from somewhere deep inside, you and everything else. My love for
everyone can not be measured and is all that exist.
Sadly seeing is what we think is believing since what you see is what you choose to feel. The
truth is that feeling is the true believing. You are special because
you are able to see what you feel. You also have the power of choice
and the ability to think. Sadly also the power to choose not to feel
and only think. I can understand that this is confusing.
This is exactly why you should do your own research, because it is time for you
to see that we are all connected. To see that the tree in our garden,
the grass on the corner, the neighbors dog and me and you are all one single stream of energy working together. You
know this is true because you are also a part of it, you can feel it.
Do not think you
are on the grid if you're living in society, you might find your
answers there but to get the truth you need to connect to the real grid.
We can use words as consciousness and oneness to make you understand but you will have to do your own work. Do not stop yourself from communicating, feel the love - be it! please do not confuse this with your programming of what is right and what is not. Regardless of witch religion or beliefs you might have believed in once,
you are now doubting it because we once again are starting to speak the
same language. You understand, once again, what it is all about, but your job is to listen. Also remember that it is you that have chosen to come here. No one ever made you go this far or follow the energy, it have been you all the way back since the beginning.
The knowledge is stored
within all of us and in everything. You don't have to worry about
asking the right questions or giving the right answers. All you have to
do is open yourself and let the energy be a part of you like it has
always been. Don't let your physical self stop you from seeing what is
all around you, embrace and love the wholeness of yourself. Do this for
you, for me and for everyone.
This river of energy we are floating on is flowing faster than ever, listen to our elders; It has its destination. Release yourself and don't be afraid any more. You can not stop the flow of
nature of which you play a part. This is supposed to be a good time,
but as one we also carry with us hurt and fright.
I beg you now before you hurt too much, come with us! There is no longer need to be alone and sad. Connect! We feel you anyway so there is no longer any need to hide. Let go of the rock your holding on to and flow with me, let us all be part of what you see.
Feel you soon (now?)
Jack
Feel you soon (now?)
Jack
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